Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Brann Goes On A Picnic


Brann Goes on a Picnic
Bounce.
Bounce.
Run, run, run!
UP go the arms, way up high.
WHOOSH!
Down come the arms in a big wide circle!
Spin, spin, around and around!
PLOP!
Sit down right on the ground.
JUMP!
Bounce.
Bounce.
Run, run, run!

Brann was getting a little tired but would
not
Not
NOT
slow down.

He had places to go, things to do, people to see; he did not want to waste his time resting when HE HAD SO MUCH TO DO!

Besides, Caileen was here.  And Caileen was a mighty fine friend for a boy like Brann.  He walked over to her and stood in front of her.

Brann looked at Caileen and gave her his best smile, the one that always worked.

 Caileen looked at him.  Then she looked at Mama Aine.

Caileen gave Mama Aine the exact same smile that Brann had just used.  He narrowed his eyes just a little while he thought about that.  He watched Mama Aine while she thought about it too.

'Well?' asked Caileen.  'What do you think?'

'I think both of you are nuts.  That's what I think.'  But Brann saw that little twink that Mama Aine got in her eyes when she was going to say YES, and he danced a little jig.

Mama Aine sighed a HUGE sigh, and tried to frown at both her sister and her son at the same time.  Since she didn't really mean it, it wasn't very convincing.

'Okay, fine!  Out with the two of you.  If you get rained on, and are cold and miserable, don't come crying to me!'

Caileen grabbed Brann's hands and they did a little jig of their own right then and there.  Then they grabbed Mama Aine's hands and danced her into joining their jig.  Mama Aine was a great jig-dancer, once she got going.

'Now, let's see what kind of supplies we have for an adventure.  You never know what we might need,' Mama Aine said.

Brann and Caileen glanced quickly at each other.  Mama Aine had said 'WE' but didn't seem to realize it so neither Brann nor Caileen said a word.  They just gleamed at each other.

As Mama Aine bustled around in the kitchen, Brann snagged his sporran off his bed and Caileen dumped everything out of her carry pack so there would be room for supplies.  It made a mess on the table but Mama was too busy gathering snacks and juice and jerky and making sandwiches and all that stuff to even notice.

She poked one last bannock into the bulging pack, swiped her hands over her hips, and said, 'There!  That ought to do it!'

Caileen grabbed the pack and almost fell over when she lifted it.

'Um, you might have to take Brann,' she said.  'My hands are kind of full.  And don't forget the blanket.  And bring your plaid too, okay?'

'Okay, I'm on it,' said Mama Aine.  She grabbed the blanket, wrapped the plaid around Brann, who just about disappeared in it, and out the door she went with Brann in tow.  He grinned at Caileen behind Mama Aine's back.

Outside, it was grey and gloomy.  The sky looked like it was going to dump a lot of rain on them any minute.  Mama Ainehurried them all to the small cart, Called the horses and hitched them up, tucked Brann into his youngling seat, and got in herself.

When she noticed Caileen looking at her she said, 'Well, let's go!  Without me along, you two won't know enough to come in out of the rain!  Besides, there's no food left in the house; it's all in the pack.'

Brann gave a bounce in his seat, grabbed hold of Mama Aine's plaid, and said, 'Mmmmm-hmm!'

Caileen drove off of Dunnottar and headed for the forest.

The forest was one of the best places in the world for adventures.

Once they were deep in the woods, they parked the cart, loosed the horses, and left them behind.

Caileen heaved the pack onto her back, Mama Aine hoisted her go-bag with the blanket folded on top of it, and Brann hitched  Mama Aine's plaid onto his own little back so it wouldn't drag on the ground.  He grabbed the hands of Mama Aine and Caileen and pulled them between trees and through bushes.

Deeper into the forest they went, until they came to a clearing in the woods.

'I think this is a faerie circle,' said Caileen.  'See how perfectly round it is?'

Mama Aine looked around and said, 'I think you're right.  We'd better not be here after the sun goes down!'

Brann looked around but all he saw was the forest surrounding the clearing with its grass and flowers.

It was the perfect place for a picnic, so they spread the blanket on the ground and thunked their packs onto it.  Mama Aine's plaid didn't thunk when Brann unwrapped himself from it and put it down.  It didn't weigh as much as the packs.

While they ate, Mama Aine and Caileen talked about faeries and told stories about them while Brann listened.

Once he was full, Brann put his head on Mama Aine's plaid and looked up through the leaves and branches at the sky.  It was still grey but it wasn't raining yet.

The next thing he knew, it started to rain and it was very dark.  He sat up and held Mama Aine's plaid on his lap.

Mama Aine and Caileen picked up the blanket, grabbed the packs, and carried Brann between them to the edge of the clearing, under the trees.  They draped the blanket over some low branches and everyone got underneath it.

Brann thought it was great fun, although Mama Aine and Caileen were looking a bit squashed in the small space they had.

'I wish we had a snug cottage with a nice fire in the fireplace,' said Mama Aine, wringing rain out of her hair.

Caileen nudged Mama Aine and said, 'Look!'

'Look at what?' asked Mama Aine, still wringing out her hair. 

Then she looked. 

'Oh,' said Mama Aine.  'I see what you mean.'

In the very center of clearing stood a little stone cottage, with smoke coming out of its chimney.

Brann and Mead and Ale, his magical wolf friends, weren't wasting around about things.  With Brann on his back, Mead headed for the cottage at warp speed, with Ale right beside them. 

Mama Aine and Caileen came along a little more slowly, and got quite a bit more wet as a result.  Mama Aine had to wring her hair out again once they got inside. 

Inside was warm, and dry, and that was about it. 

Brann, having more experience with such things than the grown-ups, carefully explored every square inch of the little cottage from the flag-stone floor to the beams in the ceiling above their heads.  Not that there was much to explore as the place was entirely empty except for them, their stuff, and the fire in the fireplace. 

'Mm-hmmm,' he said.  'I know what we need.  We need some cozy chairs.'

Three cozy chairs stood by the fireplace and everyone except Mead and Ale sat down with sighs of relief.  Being wolves, Mead and Ale preferred the floor. 

Caileen rummaged in the pack for left-overs from their picnic and came up with two juices, half a sandwich, and a bannock.  She and Mama Aine looked at one another like they were going to cry.  It wasn't much for three people and two wolves to live on. 

Seeing their faces, and knowing what was bothering them, Brann grinned and said, 'A big pack full of good things to eat would be nice.'

Across the room from the fireplace appeared a big pack.  Mama Aine and Caileen wrinkled their eyebrows at each other and walked over to see what it was.  When they opened it, they looked at each other and suddenly started smiling real big! 

'Spread the blanket on the floor, it's time for another picnic!' said Caileen. 

Out of the pack Mama got a ham, a dozen hard-boiled eggs, bunches of greens, baked beans, rye bread, a bowl of venison stew, slices of cheese, a platter of barbequed ribs, sweet bannocks, strawberries on a dish with whipped cream in an attached bowl, a pan of sausage, a pile of flat bread rounds, two whole chickens (raw), several apple cakes, one big bottle of honey water, and two little bottles of sweet mead.  It was quite a spread and filled the whole blanket right up. 

When Mama Aine went to dish up the ham, she realized she had to cut it.  Looking around, she didn't find anything she could use. 

Brann said, 'Here, use this Mama Aine' and handed her his sword, which was plenty sharp enough to cut that ham, even the bone if she wanted. 

'Where did that come from?' asked Mama. 

'Oh, I never go anywhere without it,' answered Brann.  'You never know when you might need it for something or other.' 

And so they feasted like kings and queens, and Mead and Ale ate the raw chickens with relish. 

Being full after eating so much, everyone just wanted to rest. 

Caileen yawned and said, 'I wish we had some snuggly beds to crawl into!'

The big pack having vanished once they had emptied it, that wall was empty again.  Except for the three comfortable-looking beds lining it, that is. 

As they climbed into the beds, Mama Aine said, 'We ought to thank whoever's doing this for us.'

Standing in front of the fireplace were five figures, but Mama Aine and the others didn't see them. 

Eyes heavy with sleep, Caileen said, 'Maybe they'll come wake us up when the weather clears,' and then she fell fast asleep and so did Mama Aine and Brann and Mead and Ale. 

The quiet figures in front of the fireplace gently moved their arms and little swirls of life filled the air.  The little ones were beautiful little creatures, shimmering with all the colors of the rainbow and flitting about the cottage like sunbeams on the move while the people and the lion slept.  Their laughter sounded like larks and robins singing, only quieter as they didn't want to wake their guests, and the touch of their tiny fingers went unfelt on the brows of those asleep while the quiet ones watched, smiling. 

Gradually the weather cleared, the skies were blue again, and the air warmed.  As the sunshine climbed through the windows, the little ones laughed aloud, sounding for all the world like a room filled with songbirds. 

The music woke everyone and this time they did not fail to notice the tiny magical beings (produced by the silent figures in front of the fireplace) who were flying and air-dancing all over the room in blitzes of brilliant rainbows. 

Mama Aine, Caileen, Brann, and Mead and Ale all stood and watched what seemed to be northern lights going off inside to the tune of birds singing their hearts out. 

Everyone was struck speechless at the display. 

Finally Brann gathered his wits about him and said, 'If they'd slow down we could see them better.'

The little ones zipped together in mid-air and held hands in a circle as they flew around the room more slowly, in a magical dance of color and movement.  Spellbound, everyone watched in fascination. 

Mama Aine, who now had the hang of things, knew what to do.  She said, 'I wish they would stay still long enough for us to acknowledge them,' and smiled when the little ones did stop, right where they were in the air. 

Caileen, Mama Aine, Brann, and Mead and Ale all faced them, held each others' hands (and paws), bowed together toward the little ones, and said, 'We recognize your kindness and generosity.'

And the quiet ones in front of the fireplace smiled gently on them, turned, and disappeared, never having been seen by Caileen, Mamm, or Brann, although Mead and Ale bowed again as the quiet ones left.

The skies were blue, the air warm, and the sunshine bright in the little clearing in the woods as Caileen, Mama Aine, and Brann carried their packs back to the cart and horses.

The weather had cleared up quite nicely after all, thank you very much, and everyone's hearts felt lighter and more cheerful.

Sunday, December 22, 2013

from Sidhelagh's Blog at CreateSpace

God Help Me

Posted by Sidhelagh on Dec 22, 2013 9:48:38 PM
I think I must be over-tired.

I just wrote several 'dialogues' which consist largely of the word 'No' and am finding it hilarious as all get-out.

No doubt it's reaction to the scenes I finished just before starting on these, which I wept all the way through.

If I were half as spiritual as my characters I would probably call for some Divine Intervention here.

Since I'm not, I think I'll call it a night and get myself some rest.

Mamm of Dunnottar, what are you DOING to me?

Thursday, December 19, 2013

The Younglings Are Getting Restless

As the story line of Mamm of Dunnottar develops, the younglings are beginning to assert themselves, demanding attention.  

Imagine that.  

Thank goodness I've got some days off coming up, AND that I think I'm finally recovering from being sick.  

I want Mamm written and ready for print by March (spring equinox 2014), take two of They Are My Song finished and ready for print by June (summer solstice 2014), and several of the Youngling books done in between there somewhere.  There's also a photo book in the works that's slated for April.

So ... I'd best get to writing!  

At least, for the most part, the only artwork I have to worry about is for the take two book - and most of the planning is already done for that so all I have to do is finish the artwork itself - and ain't THAT the understatement of the year! 144 print-ready pieces of work. Compared to that, the writing will be a piece of cake!  


Tuesday, December 17, 2013

One Day of Down Time to Recharge, Two at My Job, THEN ...Time Travel!

Today is, hopefully, going to be a day of rest and recuperation with maybe a little research thrown in.

It's been a rough week; between being sick but having to go in to my job anyway, losing (again) someone dear to me but not able to grieve (again), bitterly cold temperatures, and it being the deepest and darkest part of the year (this time right around Winter Solstice) ... yeah it's been a rough one.

That having been said, here comes 'the rest of the story' !!  

Phone calls from my daughters, a little road trip with my sister, and getting to work with a  couple of my most favorite colleagues ... all help to balance things out!

For the past few years, at right about this time, my sister Mary has taken me along with her for a day trip to shop and just kick back a little.  It's not a major thing, but breaks the stress partly BECAUSE it's not a major thing.  (Which, in my ever-lovin' complicatin' contemplatin' INFJ mind, MAKES it a very major thing indeed!)  

Communication with my daughters is without a doubt the greatest joy of my life; fortunately for me, they're frequent callers!  

And having people I can trust to get me through the emotionally draining parts of my part-time job (CNA at a nursing home) has been a life-saver more than a few times.  I don't really have a problem coping with the physical demands - I'm strong, flexible, and not squeamish - but there's no coping skill that effectively addresses the grief of loss when someone I've come to care deeply for, whether it be over the course of years or even just a few days, 'leaves'.  I find it hard to even say the word 'dies' although that's what it means.  It hits me like a sledge hammer every time - AND it doesn't help that I'm a 'sensitive'.  Not only do I have my own reaction to try to cope with, but I pick up on every other emotion that's in the air.  I can't fend them all off, no matter how hard I try.

So, sometimes, I just need a day to weep.

I think today might be a day for that.  

Research on line will take my thoughts onto productive paths; and if, once in a while, I need to take a break from it because I'm weeping, that's okay.  My keyboard and screen aren't going to give me funny looks on account of it.  

For the past couple of days I've avoided looking into mirrors.  

You know why?  

Because of what I'll see:  tears un-shed making my eyes shiny, and their color going to the dark green of grief only to change back to the bright blue of intense emotion.  I feel it all; I don't need a visual reminder to top it off - so I don't look.  A futile gesture perhaps, but there you have it.

And, you know, solstice IS right around the corner!  In just a few days now this long dark will turn the corner and the daylight hours will begin again to grow, one minute at a time!  

Speaking of TIME, it's time for me to get back to 487 AD.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

INTRODUCING: Tavvish of Iona

An excerpt from Mamm of Dunnottar:

And so Danann One rides off with the Fienne to battle, and Mamm One stays behind. Neither knows how long the separation will be, nor does anyone know, but their circle stands waiting. 

Suddenly the dogs of Dunnottar get to their feet and go to attention.  They are not growling but their sudden movement has everyone on the alert. 

The dogs romp toward the door of the roundhouse, tails swinging madly, and they begin to bark. 

Sass is right behind them, with her soldier close on her heels. 

When a loud banging is heard on the door, her eyebrows raise and she says, ‘Do they think us deaf?’

Opening the door, she repeats the question at the top of her lungs, ‘DO YOU THINK US DEAF?!’ 

And realizes that she has just shouted into the chest of a very tall person standing outside of the door.

She raises her eyes slowly until they finally meet the cheerful and un-insulted eyes of the man she has just shouted at.

‘No I don’t think you’re deaf.  I just like to make a grand entrance.’

And it dawns on Sass who this man must be. 

She backs into the roundhouse and beckons him to follow, her soldier watching warily as the tall man stoops to get through the doorway that was made to accommodate Danann’s height.  This is one very tall person indeed. 

Mamm greets him happily from her chair by the fire and he goes to her, shedding his layers of cloaks and plaids and jackets as he goes.

By the time he gets to Mamm there’s not much left of him but for his great height. 

Mamm’s head tilts back, and back, and back, in order to see his face, although she already knows full well who this is.

‘Well back up a little so I can get a good look at you,’ she snaps at him. ‘Better yet, sit down here with the younglings so I can look at you eye to eye.’

‘It’s been a long while, Mamm,’ says the visitor. ‘Do you remember me?’

‘Hard to forget such a one,’ laughs Mamm.

She reaches out for a hug once he is seated on the floor and she can reach him. 

‘Welcome Tavvish!  Welcome to Dunnottar!’

‘Thank you, Mamm of Dunnottar! It’s darned good to be here, let me tell you. I’ve had a cold time getting here, but have made it now … so … where’s the mead?’ 

Now, nobody but Mamm knows who in the heck this guy is except for Sass.  They’re all standing there gaping at him, still shocked at the pounding he did to their door, the layers of clothing he has shed across the floor of the roundhouse, and the transformation of him from an enormously huge person to one so spare as to be a walking skeleton, albeit a very tall and very animated skeleton.

Talorc, true to form, finds his wits first and approaches.  He’s got one hand out to shake this man’s hand and a mug of mead in the other.  He’s a little surprised at the strength of the hand that grips his and grins outright (believe it or not – this is Talorc remember – he’s almost laughing) when his mug of mead is immediately appropriated and drained in one go. 

As the others see this uncharacteristic response of the usually reserved Talorc, they crowd closer and introductions ensue. 

Caileen joins her husband and frees his hand so that she can shake the hand of this man who so delights Talorc.  She doesn’t know who this is but she likes him already. 

Alianora and Drustann are next; they too are charmed by this man who has come to them from out of the Long Dark night.  They have heard of him on their journeys, but never met him.

Then comes Sass. 

Sass asks him where is his harp and his flute and his other gear, which earns her a huge grin and a hearty laugh.

She joins in with the infectious laughter, but won’t give up her question.

‘Where is all your stuff?’ she asks again. ‘If it’s outside you’d best get it in here – it can’t be good for it to be out in the cold night!’

‘Ah, right you are, Sass!  It’s all right outside the door.  I left it there in case I had the wrong place and got chased out.’ 

Kalann and Aine step up as Sass races to the door. 

‘Welcome to Dunnottar!’ they say in unison, and each take one of the bony hands extended to them.  

Tavvish pulls the two of them right down into the jumble of younglings and laughs at the looks on their faces.


‘And welcome to our gathering at the feet of Mamm of Dunnottar,’ answers Tavvish with another laugh as the two of them get over their shock and relax amid the scrambling younglings.  

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Does Anyone Else Have Discussions With Their Characters? From My Sidhelagh CreateSpace Blog

Or is it just me? 

I tell ya:  it's taken a bit of doing to get some of these characters to sit down and shut up for even just a minute.

Sometimes they're worse than kids. 

I'm just kidding here, although having assertive characters (a couple of them bordering on aggresive) does seem to get things moving when I'm stumped.  When I'm in doubt, I 'ask the characters', so to speak.  Somebody always has an answer.

Take Sidhelagh for example. 

The name is nothing more than a re-spelling of my own name (Shiela).  I chose it in case I had to burn my first-ever attempts at 'people-drawing' in my kitchen wood-burning cook stove.  I figured that would make it easier than trying to burn either a total stranger (or a member of my own family as those characters came along).  As it turns out I never did burn any, but I MIGHT have. 

Sidhelagh is stronger, tougher, gentler, smarter, prettier; she is MORE. 

Well, she's a fictional character, what do you expect? 

At any rate,  she and the other characters in They Are My Song dominate the progression of the book. 

Me being new at the whole book-writing thing, it was better that way, believe me.  I'm just a means through which they Speak and therefore THEY are responsible for whatever you don't like in the book.  Me, I get to be totally innocent.  Of course, to be fair, they are also responsible for anything you DO like.  I can deal with that.

I gave Sidhelagh her Voice on purpose, to provide a first-person account.

The others just seemed to jump onto her chariot and refused to be dislodged, which was also a fortunate development (in my opinion) as their Voices seem to be stronger than mine. 

Using family members for the basic personalities gave me at least something to go by as the characters came into being. 

Danann was the first to veer sharply into his own distinct self. 

He was the one who literally told me off in no uncertain terms.  Figuratively speaking, of course.  Danann - enigmatic Danann. 

Keep in mind that originally each of the characters had a specific font of their own; I thought it wonderful but others said no it isn't practical and some of those fonts might be hard for people to read ... anyway, Danann's font was called 'Mythology' at the 18 point size. 

I would sit at my keyboard and wait for inspiration.  Eventually one of the characters would pop up with something to say so I would enter their font, close my eyes, and 'free-thought' my way through it.  A time or two I got my fingers onto the wrong keys and had to spend considerable time and effort trying to 'translate' the resulting hieroglyphics.   Which is neither here nor there ...

Danann, very early on, had this to say: 

"I am Danann.
I am Sidhe.
I am of the Mother, of the One God.
I am Druid trained.
I am Christian trained.
They would call me Culdee
but I choose not that designation.
I am Warrior trained.
I am Artisan trained.
I am in need of no training as a man.
I am as I am.
I am WHO I am. 
I am NO OTHER.
I am a man and my woman is Sidhelagh.
We have a tumultuous peace with one another.
Seek peace with us and you will find it.
See tumult with us
and you will find that also.
Seek God with us and you will find the One God.
Seek to tell me who or what I am you you will
soon discover your error.
I am Danann and I speak.
For myself I speak. 
Listen well; perhaps you will learn." 

And me, I'm saying to myself as I read the above words:  Okay this is getting a mite strange here. 

But I paid attention. 

Something somewhere inside of me was insisting that these characters represented real people who HAD lived in that time and at that place.  1500 years is a long time.  I couldn't expect them to 'fit' immediately into my 'now'.  They had their OWN 'now'.  It would behoove me to take myself there as best I could. 

Anyway, the long of it having been said, the short of it is that these characters, from the Elder Mamm right on down to the younglings (who will 'write their own books if you please') have gone from some being tentative and/or somewhat formal to all becoming strongly individualistic - which all things considered is only to be expected. 

One lonely book will not tell their stories, so there will be eight. 

I'm listening in as Mamm of Dunnottar tells her story, and Alianora and Drustann are rather impatiently crowding forward in the wings.  Sass and her soldier aren't pushing yet; Caileen and Talorc are the most practical and wait calmly.  Aine and Kalann are busy and can't be bothered right now, thank goodness.  Merri, well Merri is biding her time, so to speak.  Since Sidhelagh and Danann are 'in atonement' they'll have to have each their own story to relate. 

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, the Younglings of Dunnottar are beginning to fidget during this Long Dark.  They want to tell THEIR stories. 

Thank goodness I have the privacy of my own home to work in; talking to myself might be considered more than 'a mite odd' were outsiders to listen in on some of our 'conversations'.

And now, now I shall close this massive missive of a post and go see what said characters are up to. 

The last I saw of them, they were all heading for bed after an evening of listening to part of Mamm's story.  By now it ought to be just about time for the next installment.