The Lament of Sidhelagh

 The Lament of Sidhelagh

Was it so long ago
We danced in the early dew
Loving the dawning
With everything new

Was it so far from here
We danced in the dawning
now ‘tis the gloaming
and darkness is near

where now the singing
or melodies ringing
horses are screaming
eagles on the wing

to battle to battle
so sound the Horns
bells add their crying
darkness draws nigh

where now hearth-home
where our sweet bairns
where our true mates
ah – we mourn

grieving and fighting
no new daylighting
side by side fighting
holding the day

holding and holding
holding lest faith should fall
where now the future
for which we risk all

we fall and we fall
who now to stand
tomorrow tomorrow
now in your hand

I fall oh I fall
Hear now my voice
Hard in your ear
Stand you must stand

Kiss now my daughters
Hold close my own
Tell them their mother
Has gone down

Give them big boots
tell them they must grow the feet
to stand in those boots proud and tall
and to hold
to hold
to hold 

These words came to me when I could not manage to get this message to come out right. 

I finally gave up, closed my eyes, and just blind-wrote whatever came, having no idea what words I would find when I opened my eyes.

The back story here is that (in the very first book of the series) Sidhelagh dies in battle, fighting for the safety of her family. Her husband Danann has just died in her arms. Fury and grief vie for dominance as she takes out after the ones who have come to kill those she loves. She knows she's going to die; knows also that her daughters are NOT going to die - the torch passes into their keeping, to keep safe for the next generations.

Perhaps I shouldn't be too shocked to find that these words can be sung to the melody of *The Flo'ers o' the Forest*. Reference to the ancient lament shows up fairly regularly in the books of *They Are My Song*, as our fictional family seems to always be fighting for elusive peace. It is a haunting melody, filled with grief but also, inexplicably, carrying hope - and love immeasurable. Because without deep love there would be no deep mourning.

The battle that takes Danann and Sidhelagh is the first one I had to write. It doesn't get any easier to write those scenes.

NEW LIFE

 

“The Constitution is neither pro-life nor pro-choice … and leaves the issue to the people to resolve in the democratic process,” Kavanaugh said.

That is the legality of it in a nutshell. Constitutionally speaking, this (along with most other things) belongs to the States and to the People.

The scientific information available today is not the same as what was available fifty and more years ago. Scientists have captured on film what is referred to as the *spark of life* when an ovum is fertilized by a sperm.

That tiny burst of energy signifies that the joining of the genetic information carried by the male and female gametes is generating an entirely new and unique combination that will develop into a person whose final chromosomal identification carries the signature halves contributed by those two gametes.

From the instant the chromosomal halves join into a single complete DNA strand, the replication begins and the development of an individual commences.

That's the science of it, and it's irrefutable.

That spark? Apparently it's zinc 'exploding' and it creates a sort of *halo* announcing the newly-forming individual.

That having been said, it is also irrefutable that the means of preventing conception and terminating pregnancy have been around for a long LONG time. Mother Nature herself provides the ways, and humankind has known (and presumably used) those ways for heaven only knows how long. It's not like this is a recent sort of thing.

The fact that I live in the United States which is governed by the Constitution, in conjunction with the science and the history (and the admonition to *judge not*), means (to me) that you are as free as I am to make your own choices. I don't have to agree with yours any more than you have to agree with mine - but we had both dang well better respect each other's rights to not make the same choices.

The only caveat I would add to that, if I could, would be that ALL of us, when making a decision about ANYTHING, search out as much information as we can, and do some long hard thinking, BEFORE we choose.