Sunday, October 21, 2018

Yes Plein Air Painting Is An Adventure

And it all started years and years ago ...

For almost twenty years now a little town up in the high hills of the Colorado Rocky Mountains has hosted a great annual Labor Day Weekend event: a plein air painting competition.

Plein air means the artist paints on site in the outdoors.

For all this time I have wanted to participate in this event - not to win anything mind you, because the artists are professionals and I am not - but just to be there and get to see their work.

Every year I've tried to get together the money to be able to go, and tried to get the time off work so I could go.

Every year, something happened that kept me from going.

Until this year.

I still couldn't get the time off to attend the introductory weekend before the 'week of painting', but luckily for me my sister Bev lives up there and got me checked in.

Working the weekend night shifts that weekend before Labor Day left me comatose as always after being up working all night Friday, Saturday, and Sunday nights (two twelves and a fourteen shift, getting off at eight on Monday morning). Then I stayed up all Monday night packing up everything except the kitchen sink as I wasn't sure what might be on my sister's agenda and wanted to be prepared for any eventuality.

I finagled the two foot by four foot box of the prototype mini-covered-wagon into the back seat and couldn't just leave that big empty box in there so filled it up and then added more stuff on top of that, including lots and lots of cans of stews and other ready-to-open-and-eat foods.

Then I overslept on Tuesday and had to wait until I wouldn't be driving straight into the westering sun-glare ... time to finish filling every nook and cranny of my vehicle with stuff, leaving only just enough space for me and Duke to sit.

And so up into the hills we went, driving in the moonlit night.

The moon was just coming off full and was spectacular, especially once we got up into the mountains.

Watching it was mesmerizing.

Clouds drifted and sometimes roiled up there in the sky, all lit up by the moon.

The landscape picked up the moonlight and shimmered with highlights on peaks, trees, rocks ...

It was truly magical, and at times a little creepy it must be admitted.



 


I told Duke to hush when he noticed an odd noise before I did.

Should have listened to him because it was a flat tire.

We were a mile at most from our destination and I had to get that vehicle off the road, which I did at the closest intersection, which happened to be a road that leads up behind the gold mining district of the area.

Yes I could have just walked, but was really quite very tired and would have had to hike uphill for a way before getting to go downhill. I wasn't going to make that trek in the middle of the night, nope. Even with Duke along.

Duke got tethered with enough lead to be able to circle the vehicle, and was having a fine time sniffing around in the moonlight to see where we were and who/what else was around or had been around recently.

Keeping an eye on the moon the whole time I proceeded to unload all the stuff I'd so heedlessly filled the trunk of the vehicle with - wooden box filled with fabrics and peaches (Colorado peaches from the Western Slope), and cantaloupe (world famous Rocky Ford cantaloupe, grown down right where I live in the Colorado Lower Arkansas River Valley), and sewing machine, and tools and other bits and pieces for putting together a covered wagon, and my medium-sized wheeled bag of clothes, and another bag just like it filled with paints, and what not all besides.

All that unpacking was because the emergency donut tire and jack were under all that stuff.

Most of it went into the already-stuffed back seat.

Got out the donut and jack.

Realized it was the middle of the night (almost midnight by then) and that I wasn't going to be able to see to change a tire by moonlight.

So ...

I set everything up where it would need to be when I could see.

Then I ate one of those incredible peaches, smiling at the moon as I wiped the juice from my chin.

Duke and I shared some pretty good beef stew.

Some folk stopped by to see if I was okay, which was reassuring. One woman asked if I wanted her to point her vehicle lights onto my rear tire so I could get the donut on. I was so tired by then that I don't think I could have done it anyway, so she smiled and drove off to let me sleep. Others came by, checked, and onward they went only after knowing I was fine (Duke's presence reassured them that I had a good strong companion).

Since his seat was reclined (so I could get the mini-covered-wagon box in the back seat) I pulled out my thick plaid heavy blanket and my old woolen trade blanket (the kind they make coats out of, with red and yellow and blue stripes on one end) and reclined myself across Duke's seat and mine - and went to sleep with Duke just outside where I slept.

As the sun started bringing some light, of course I woke up.





The sunrise on the mine tailings just across the road from me made my eyes go wide. The crushed stone was stunning - glowing golden in the early light.

Then the light changed and the heaps went back to their usual drab selves.

For the record, while I don't mind folks taking the gold from them thar hills I surely do wish they could do it without disturbing the topography ...

Stretching and yawning, I went to trying to get that tire changed.

More folks stopped by as by then it was shift change for the mining company and others were on their way to wherever they worked otherwise. I smiled and waved and told them I was fine and they'd best not be late to work on my account.

And along comes a young couple headed for a day of fishing up at Skagway Reservoir, which is kind of just up the hill and around a curve or two from where I was.



The young man, being a lot stronger than me, got that donut into place in practically no time flat (no pun intended).

Onward they went, with a couple of peaches and a cantaloupe - and words from me about driving Phantom if ever they wanted a beautiful day trip, and the recommendation that they stop for water at Gillette Flats on their way back the way they had come after their day of fishing.

People are truly amazing.

We have among us more Angels than we know.

Then I had to get everything back into the vehicle - had to take that wooden box apart as the actual tire takes up more space than the donut - and did I mention that vehicle was filled to the gills? There was flat no room for it in its 'box' form, but the boards fit nicely once I got it apart. I put it together in the first place and had a screwdriver handy so took it back apart. Had to warm my hands up a time or two or three as it gets COLD up there of a night and stays that way until the sun heats things back up.

The aspen were beginning to turn, a sure sign it was getting down below freezing at night, so ... anyway ... chilled hands and cold-stiff fingers had me a mite concerned about being able to actually paint anything outdoors up there. That early morning's temperature was giving me pause, no two ways about it. Having fingers functional enough to hold a brush was a vital part of the whole plein air event (or so I thought at the time). If I couldn't even keep a grip on a screwdriver, how in the world was I supposed to produce anything that looked even remotely like art?

All packed back up, I was on the road again, not that I had very far to go at that point to get to my initial destination.

Swapping the donut-wheeled vehicle for a big tough one that could take Phantom Canyon, on that Wednesday morning I loaded up what I figured I'd need to get started on what I was there to do: plein air artwork.

The moonlight already haunting me, what better place to look for a work-site than Phantom Canyon, right?

Right!

My sister had told me about a place that was toward the outer limit of the required ten mile radius from Victor's City Hall (she'd made the drive and counted the miles already) and it was there I headed, thinking to turn around there and make my way back up looking for possibilities and options for painting sites. Just so you're aware, Phantom Canyon is a narrow mountain road with not many places a large vehicle (or a small one for that matter) can turn around.

So I got turned around all right, sat for a moment contemplating, and then realized what I was looking at as I sat there in that conveniently large turn-around space.

In front of me was the inspiration for the main piece I was going to submit.



Being as it was mid-day on Wednesday by then my production-week was already more than half gone so seeing that picture-perfect layout setting right there in front of my eyes was a Gift from Above.

This was my spot.

Tethered Duke to the pickup on his long lead, gave him food and water, and set up my stuff.

I started to do a warm-up painting and realized it would be a waste of what precious little time I had.

Instead, realizing that I wasn't going to produce anything creative when I was utterly exhausted (my few hours of 'sleep' hadn't done me much good) and shaking with hunger, I set up my little tent, stretched out for a futile attempt at a power nap, and ate a big can of I can't remember what but I needed the calories.

Just as I was finishing up I got a hail from the road: 'Halloo the tent!'

'Hey!'

And out I came.

'Whatcha doin'?'

'Eatin' - want some?'

'Are you camping?'

Followed by a spiel about how this is private property you know and can't you see the sign - which was a blank board up above and over there, whatever it might have once said long since weathered away - and the who what when where why and how of this turn-around place coming into being. Also that he himself was a property owner nearby and had been since his grandfather settled there in 1861.

Man.

The guy was quite a bit younger than I am and my grandfather hadn't even been born until 1901.

When I could get a word in edgewise I told him no I wasn't there to camp but to paint and was going to stick around until the moon came up so I could see the place in the moonlight - that's assuming the owner didn't show up and shoot me. I asked him three times if the owner was going to shoot me and never did get an answer - being as I'm obviously not shot dead for trespassing I'm figuring said owner didn't want to shoot me.

At any rate, I got the texturing done on the one event-stamped piece I had.

A bit of event information:  Every piece has to be stamped with the special event stamp before you start working on it. I had one stamped base piece, blank of course except for a base coat over the wood. You can get as many blank pieces stamped as you choose, in case of start-overs or just wanting to do enough so you can pick your best efforts to submit. Because I hadn't been able to be there for the first weekend's check-in my sister had gotten one blank stamped for me. So at least I had that.

Once the texturing of that one piece was as done as I needed it to be, I headed back to town with blank canvases to get stamped. I took Duke along of course, but left the empty tent where it was so nobody would snag my spot before I got back.

Went to the place I had been told.

Nobody there.

Went across the way to a place somebody might be able to direct me.

Someone was there and did direct me.

Went there.

Not open.

Out of town I went in a different direction - this time down Gold Camp Road where my sister had shown me a couple of possible places.

I had been up several times earlier in the year and we'd gone driving the area scoping out possibilities.

Being as the possibilities in that vicinity are countless, the choice was impossible for me to make - so I went with my comfortable and familiar Phantom Canyon to begin.

Next on the comfort list was Gold Camp Road.

Off I went to pick my spot there.

Back into town I went, still hoping to find someone who could help me get a couple of blanks stamped. Wednesday was essentially gone and I was supposed to have four completed pieces in by one p.m. on Friday.

No luck.

Back down Phantom.

There I fiddled with the texturing and worked half-heartedly on a couple of other practice pieces.

I was waiting for moon-rise because that piece was going to represent Phantom at night under the moon.

Now, it's not like I'm not completely familiar with what Phantom Canyon looks like by moonlight. I've seen it hundreds of times.

But this was a competition piece, to be done on site and in 'real time', not from memory.

So I waited, and knew it would take a while.

The thing about waiting for moon-rise down in a canyon is that there are high sides to said canyon (by definition) and the 'horizon' the moon has to clear isn't exactly the same horizon you've got if you're standing out in the wide open prairie. It's way up there over your head somewhere.

However - since I had to be there anyhow I took a bunch of phenomenal photos of my chosen site.





And I painted the whole textured piece solid black, before it got too dark to see all the tiny nicks and nooks in the texturing, so I could be sure of a complete coverage. That took up a hefty amount of my remaining daylight time.

As the sky deepened and stars started peeping, I got a smattering of stars scattered across the black sky of my painting.

Finally finally I got the look I'd been waiting for. Moonlight did exactly what I knew it would do and onto the texturing went silver highlights touched into place with fingertips.

And I was essentially done in Phantom Canyon.

Unless I could find a way to get more canvases event-stamped I was essentially done with the pieces I'd be able to submit.

It was probably about one in the morning when I left that site, and about two when I pulled into my chosen site for Gold Camp Road.

Time for a power nap.

Duke on his tether soon had the place sniffed out and settled in.

So did I, as best I could.

Next thing I knew the sun woke me up.

Although I had no event-stamped canvases I set up my gear in the back of the pickup (my mobile studio) and started on a practice piece.

People drove by, waved, maybe stopped for a moment ... and the sun got hotter. So I took off my jacket and was down to my tank top.

Didn't even feel the resulting sunburn ... until later.

A lady stopped across the way, rock-hunting for a path or something she was putting in, so I helped her load up her choices and off she went.

Put texture on a couple of un-stamped pieces ...

Being as I couldn't submit a practice piece, back into town I went, picked up my sister, and off we went to find out what we could find out.

The shop I had been directed to the day before was now open but they didn't have a stamp.

*sigh*

Thursday was passing right on by and I was supposed to have four stamped pieces to submit in well less than 24 hours. I had one.

The lady in the shop thought she knew who might have a stamp so we walked down the block and looked around the corner to see if said person's vehicle was home.

Didn't see the vehicle.

She said, "Let's go look," so I grabbed a few blank pieces and got into her vehicle while my sister followed us in mine.

We found the person home, but no stamp.

*sigh*

However, said person suggested we try a different shop and so we did.

BINGO!

Got several pieces stamped and bought a new canvas that we hoped would fit the frame my sister was making.

Thursday being almost gone I was resigned to not getting four pieces done that night (I'd already done a night piece) so relaxed about it.

Friday I looked out the window to see an aspen and a pile of rocks - they're everywhere as you'd expect - and textured the new (stamped) canvas.

While that was setting up I finished up the textured pieces I'd gotten done - black on white instead of white on black this time.

As noon passed and the one o'clock deadline powered closer my sister discovered that the frame she'd made for the Moonlit Phantom piece wasn't going to work. Being as it already had a small frame we just left it as it was and gave that frame a coat of black.

And then there was the textured piece, still not quite set up.

'Leave it,' she said. 'Call it Study in White.'

And so I did.

She snagged a frame that fit over the front of the canvas, which actually worked out well as the texturing then had a sort of shadow-box frame, screwed it on, added wire to hang it, and off I flew to town with my two pieces in the nick of time.

Out of breath from the stairs, I sat and panted for a bit while waiting my turn.

A lady was working on getting centerpieces put together for the show so I helped her a bit with them.

When we attached the frame to the canvas, we'd not taken out the little staples that had held its previous occupant in place.

'Let's get them out,' said one of the organizers.

A pair of pliers and a screwdriver (I think) showed up and we rassled those little staples out of their places. Only nudged one little place on the texturing, which I covertly fixed as it was thankfully still not quite done setting up.

Having forgotten my bio sheets I had to run back down those stairs and back up them.

Recovering from that, and feeling suddenly at loose ends with nothing in particular I had to be doing, I went back to helping the lady with the centerpieces.

I was supposed to use hot water as the flowers were fresh, and wild.

At the kitchen sink I turned on what they told me was the hot water faucet and waited.

They'd warned me it would take a while as the hot water heater was two floors down.

So I waited.

And waited.

And watched the flowers begin to droop.

Finally I told the lady it would be quicker to heat a kettle of water on the stove.

Which it was.

Mixing that hot water with tap water worked great and we got the job done.

Then I thought what the heck and tried the other faucet.

*laughing*

Yeh.

That night the show was closed to the public; only certain folks attended that function.

The next day it opened up to the public, though, and lots of people showed up.

My sister and I went to see what was going on there and found out a few things I hadn't known.

One was that the little red circle stickers by my pieces meant that they had sold the night before.

Surprised but definitely pleased by that discovery off I went to see what everyone else had produced.

Wow.

The professionals well deserved their status, believe you me.

Because it was a plein air thing, there were lots of aspens in the paintings and I looked at all of them. I was looking for a specific feature, one that I want to use for a series, and was relieved to find that none of the artists had used it.

In the process I was thoroughly impressed with the work of the 'real' artists.

When came the time for folks to pick up their pieces, I realized that I had no photos of either of my completed works.

I wasn't technically supposed to be there as I had nothing to pick up, and the guards were fierce.

But finally they let me in and I got a couple of shots of my pieces.




If you perchance think there's not really all that much to either of these pieces, you'd be correct.

If you think they're different from what a person might expect, you're correct there too. That's what made the difference for them I'm pretty sure - that they ARE so different from all the rest. They look like exactly what they are: interpretive pieces. And apparently somebody liked them well enough to buy them!

Several similar (but not event pieces) ones sold privately, too.

Next up on my agenda is to try yet another experiment: adding tint to the texture.

And, of course, doing a series using that aspen characteristic I mentioned earlier. You'll see what I mean when I get some done and posted.

Also some non-experimental pieces (if I can manage to not make every single thing I do an experiment) with more 'traditional' colors and what not all. People like those too, you know.

In between trying to get the next part of RICIMER written and into print, and making an 'actual living', and figuring out how to get that covered wagon design thing the way I want it ...

I've got eight pieces of various sizes done and either framed or ready for it, six blank pieces prepped and waiting for me to do something with them, and only one work in progress at the moment. Unless you count the half dozen cedar shake pieces that are half-done. All but two of the done pieces are slated for the mountains. I'm getting ready to start on some for down here in the high-desert plains so wish me luck on that.

Christmas is a-comin' oh yeah ... !! So it will be time to get the skyscapes fronted by silhouette landscapes done, and the Star of Bethlehem pieces.

Yeh.

All of life is an adventure, I tell you true.

I'm finishing writing this a good six weeks after the time I'm writing about, and the between-time has NOT been boring (else I'd have done this long since). The car with the donut tire is still sitting up there while I drive the big strong pickup truck (gas hog).

The main street window space working studio I badly wanted fell through (not literally but still closer than I liked) and I have a load of my things still up there waiting for me to retrieve them, including all of my smaller frames and a bunch of my tools. And my woolen winter coats, brrrr ... ! It doesn't get AS cold down here as it does up there but I still want them. So I'll be making a trip up there ASAP, to deliver the done pieces to their new homes, pick up all that stuff, and bring the car back down where I can use it (after I get an actual tire back on it and the donut back in the trunk where it belongs).

The adventure goes on!!






Monday, October 15, 2018

The Horses of SONG


The Horses of SONG are very much Characters in their own rights.

They were in the Story Line/s from the beginning and it quickly became clear that at least some of them would develop into something more than 'just horses'.

And so it was.

Visioning them from the get-go I saw big strong beautiful horses, as much 'larger than life' as our Characters. The first time I saw a photo on line of Percherons I realized that yes indeed they were the Horses of Song I had been visioning.

The other day I went to a shindig nearby, at a historic site called Boggsville (another post on that later) and one of the first things I laid eyes on was this pair of horses.

Seeing Percherons, the Horses of SONG, in photos and videos on line was all well and good, but I had personally never seen any in the flesh ...

Until I did.

I thought I was seeing things, frankly. Shook my head, blinked a couple of times and said to myself, "Nah. It can't be!"

Still, I was enchanted by these big strong beautiful horses. There was this pair of blacks (fictionally speaking the Blacks of Lairdubh/Perth), and another pair of pale dapple greys (the Silvers of Dunnottar).

And I shook my head again.

The Boggsville event was filled with folk from the era the Younglings are taking us into at the moment - the American Wild West days - so it was very much a step back in time for me the way it was. There was a Chuckwagon Cookoff going on so several covered wagons were on site, which definitely caught my attention as I want to make a facsimile of one. Most of the people there were dressed in Old West clothes, and of course the restoration of the houses at Boggsville featured living accommodations of the era. Musicians were filling the air with old songs from times now long gone (but for those who keep them alive for us).

And there were the horses.

The Horses of SONG.

I took a few photos and then finally asked.

"They're Percherons."

Having already fallen completely under their spell, and the thought already having crossed my mind, it still felt a mite odd to have it confirmed.

The owner of the Blacks (never did get his name) bid me get as close as I wanted, and so I did.

Harnessed because they were taking turns with the others providing carriage rides, still the powerful clean lines of them were obvious.

I come to about the shoulder of their owner (above photo) which put my face at about shoulder height (almost) on them. They're tall all right!

Yet when I stood in front of the one without the star on his forehead, he bent his head and oh so very gently put his face against my chest and snuffled quietly, getting my scent maybe. From behind it must have looked as though I had sprouted a pair of big horse ears from the tops of my shoulders. If I hesitated about being too familiar at first meeting, he did not. I could have hung out near these two all day but forced myself away to explore the houses and other things different folk had going on.

And I'm still kind of shaking my head at the sensation of having gone to Boggsville to get a feel for the American West days that I'm supposed to be writing about, only to come face to face with the Silvers of Dunnottar and the Blacks of Perth/Lairdubh.

*smiling*

Why I find that odd I'm not sure.

By now I ought to expect such things.


Monday, October 1, 2018

RICIMER is not necessarily patient ...

On the other hand, we're making progress.

It should come as a shock to nobody that the life of this one man is not going to permit itself to be told in a single book.

Rather than argue the point or write a massive missive we're back to splitting a single Story into segments.

The first one:

RICIMER
The Tears of Anna
(I)

ought to be ready for print very soon.


It's got some background and Ricimer's Youngling years. At the end is more 
'background' that you may or may not be interested in.  Gauge it for yourself, my friend.


 History has judged Ricimer - we have a bit of a different perspective of history from our own time, so we'll make our own calls regarding this man who seemingly changed the course of History all by himself. 

Of course he did no such thing - the 'all by himself' part of it at least. That he contributed enormously to setting (advancing) a course is without a doubt true. That he did it alone ... not true, as nobody has ever had that sort of power.

One thing after another after another has interrupted both the research and the writing of RICIMER. I cannot and will not blame anyone, least of all the Character Ricimer, for becoming impatient. The set of RICIMER books are a work in progress, but this one at least can be an introduction.

The Ricimer Character does not spring into existence out of a void, as Ricimer the Historic Person did not. We come into his story already biased in his favor because he's kin to our fictional family.

*laughing*

So is his brother Rechiar, but while we like the heck out of Ricimer we do NOT feel the same about Rechiar. So it's not just the family connection ... 

At any rate, being the grandson of our own Wally of the West (Mamm of Dunnottar's younger brother), Ricimer belongs in our Story.




Tuesday, September 4, 2018

Middle of the Night Plein Air Painting

Yes I know plein air painting is not typically a nighttime activity ...

But ...

Y'know ...

I am still me ...


And yes I also know that this is not exactly the best photograph in the whole wide world. Cope as best you can.

I didn't TAKE a photo of this piece before it was hanging for the plein air show - and of course once it was there photos were forbidden. I had to go at pick-up time and hope whoever bought it hadn't already picked it up, then had to almost sell my soul to get into the place to take a picture (that I should have already had but ... it's a long story).

At any rate, the back story of this piece is plenty long and I'm not going to relate it all here.

The pertinent bit is that on my drive up to Victor, Colorado for this event I was driving in the night and thoroughly distracted by the moon.

If you know me at all, you'll know my love for a particular place in the Colorado Rockies. It's a thirty mile drive called Phantom Canyon.

The moon as I drove up into the hills that would take me to the top of Phantom Canyon wasn't about to turn me loose.

And so ...

The next day I drove Phantom, at least the top ten miles of it due to the ten-mile restriction of the Victor plein air event I was there for.

My sister and a friend had driven the distance and told me there was a good pull-over spot just before the outer ten-mile limit - so that's where I went.

Pulled into the pull-over.

Turned around to look where I was.

And there was my painting site.



Boom.

Haunted canyon?

Maybe.

But it was the moon haunting me right then and I knew the look I wanted.

Realizing there was no way I would be able to see the details I would need once dark fell, I got the texture-work done and took a lot of photos just because that's what I do when I find myself in a beautiful place (which happens frequently I have to admit).

As the sun went down the silhouettes became more and more striking, at least in my eyes.






And then the moon showed up.

There's a thing about being down in a canyon ... it takes a while for the moon to actually rise enough to be able to have moonlight.

I knew darned well the look I was waiting for - heaven knows I've seen it thousands of times - but for THIS night I had to WAIT FOR IT so I could finish the piece.

Yep.

And there it was.



The piece is called Moonlit Phantom.

If you want to see it for yourself, head down Phantom eight or nine miles (can't miss the pull-over as there are few of them) at about two in the morning when there's a full moon.

And of course you're right ... there's a LOT more to this story than this ... it will be told in due course.

Wednesday, August 15, 2018

Phrases From SONG Dialogues Come To Mind


The general idea behind the books of SONG is the survival of families, nations, cultures in the face of what seem to be impossible odds.



Ringing in my ears are echoes of words long ago spoken - 

What are you going to do about it?

It's coming - you can't stop it.

Your ways are out-dated.

Comply or die.



No.

No.

No.

No.

No.



No.






WE SAY NO.






Tuesday, August 14, 2018

Draft: Here Come The Young Ones





The family gathered at the stage station leans forward and twists as though choreographed.

Approaching hooves are tattooing a rapid march from down the street of this dusty small western town.

Every window and doorway along the street holds heads that also lean and twist in time with the family.

Someone is coming to town on the stage and they are almost here.

Little red-headed Rua pokes her husband Dothann.

‘What?’

‘How will we know them?’

‘For pete’s sake Rua. We’ll know them.’

‘How? How will they know us?’

‘Think about it, Rua. We know things. So do they. How could we NOT know each other?’

‘We don’t even know what they look like.’

‘Well, we’re about to find out, aren’t we? Here comes the stage.’

The leaners and twisters leave their windows and doorways as the stage passes and follow it down the street. The leaners and twisters from the other end of the eight block street stop leaning and twisting and head toward the stage station.

The ones following the stage get a mite dusty but they don’t care at the moment. Their curiosity is compelling and over-rules their common sense.

The family in front of the stage station stops leaning and twisting and straightens itself into neat rows, blanking faces so that a person could not possibly guess what thoughts might be moving around inside of those heads.

Centered in the back row is big, blond, copper-eyed Danann with his look-alike (but with green eyes) grandson Brann beside him, flanked by the two next largest members of the group – Thann and Kalann both with dark hair and eyes.

Alongside of their husbands are Sass standing next to Thann and Aine next to Kalann.

In front of them are Danann’s little wife Sidhelagh with Brann’s wife Andras, flanked by the couple Caileen and Talorc.

In front of them are Alianora and Drustann with Diann and Corrbed to each side of them.

In front of these four are Rua and Dothann.

In front of everyone is the smallest of the bunch, the elder Mamm.

Off to one side is Merri standing alone, watching the whole street with keen eyes.

The eighteen of them stand in silence, waiting. That they form an imposing triangle might or might not have registered with them. It registers with everyone else. Familiar as the sight has become to the rest of this small town, it is still intimidating when this family gathers itself and makes themselves into their triangle.

That there is something odd about their collective self as well as about them as individuals isn’t generally overly noticeable … but when they show up and stand shoulder to shoulder like this people definitely notice and pay attention.

Something is about to happen and the town turns out full force to find out what it is. This family never gets themselves into this formation for no good reason, as the town has already found out.

Trotting up to the stage station, the horses pulling the stage stop and seem to take one last deep breath before dropping their heads in fatigue.

The horses tethered alongside the stage … well … they immediately give little tugs that disconnect them from their tethers. Two of them go to the doors on either side of the stage and without further ado nimble mouths and teeth open the doors.

Before the occupants of the stage can emerge, the four horses neigh loud enough to wake up anyone who might have been sleeping (although nobody is as everyone is in the street by now) and rear.

They’ve already gotten everyone’s attention without the theatrics, but earn themselves a hearty round of applause. Bowing to their audience, the matching set of four tall perfectly proportioned silver horses regally nod their heads at all and sundry in acknowledgement, restless eyes taking in every detail as they nod in all directions. They are royalty and even though the United States of America doesn’t recognize royalty, these citizens know what they are seeing.

Having allowed the horses their introductory moment, the four young people make their own entrance, stepping from the stage with grace and finesse.

Three girls and a boy stand before the stage station, poised and silent.

For a long long time that silence isn’t broken as each pair of eyes in turn locks gazes with each and all of the eighteen gathered family members, hold them for various lengths of time, and move on to the next.

About the time the townsfolk are starting to yawn, Mamm the Elder’s face produces the most brilliant smile anyone has ever seen, so bright it seems to back the shadows right off the whole street.

Stepping forward, the little lady extends her hands to the four Younglings who have stepped off the stage.

‘Welcome!’

That is all she says, or at least all anyone hears, as the four tall young people have her surrounded and enclosed among them before the word is even out of her mouth.

Dothann pokes Rua as the rest of the family remains silent and still, no expressions on their faces.

‘See Rua? Tell me you don’t know them!’

‘Fine. Of course I know them. Those two red-heads are Marra and Mamm the Younger although I couldn’t tell you which is which. That blonde gal is Soarsa and that dark-haired kid is Colum. They’re obviously kin, look at them with Mamm! You’d think they’d known her for all of the eleven years of their lives.’

The stage driver breaks the spell with an, ‘Ahem!’ and a significant look at Danann and Brann while he points to the boxes and trunks fastened to the top of the stage.

‘Oh. Sorry Brawny. We’ll get those off there and you can get your horses taken care of.’

And so the two big men casually take the trunks and boxes down like they don’t weigh more than three ounces apiece (which the stage driver knows is NOT the case since he himself struggled to get them up there) and set them off to one side close to Merri.

Being as the four Younglings still have Mamm surrounded and are soaking her with tears, Brann and Danann, followed closely by the still-suspicious tall silver horses, walk up to the huddled little group and unceremoniously lift the two tall (but not nearly as tall as Danann and Brann) red-headed girls away from Mamm the Elder and lift them way up over their heads, starting to spin like tops.

The two girls automatically arch their backs and fling out their arms to maintain their balance and let out with a couple of surprisingly musical squawks that sound a lot like quacks.

When the two big blond men cut loose with their deep belly laughs there’s no stopping what happens next.

Those two, when they laugh, make everyone in the vicinity laugh with them. It’s a sort of magical chain reaction and the whole town cracks up laughing while the bulk of the family finally breaks their silent stillness and tromps over to welcome the additions to their family.

Thann, who is as big as Danann and Brann only dark instead of blond, lifts Soarsa over his head so that the new Youngling girls are all three flying in circles quacking to beat the band.

The four tall silver horses are watching the whole spectacle in silence, for perhaps the first time in their lives their attention wholly on what’s going on instead of their eyes constantly roving.

While all this quacking and laughing is going on, Dothann brings a buckboard from beside the stage station. Talorc, Kalann, Drustann, and Corrbed lift and load the heavy trunks and boxes onto it as easily as Danann and Brann had gotten them off the stage, which makes the stage driver pause his laughter for a moment and wonder about his own strength. He’d found those same trunks and boxes almost impossible to manage.

The four tall silver horses nudge dark-haired Colum, who quickly mounts the stallion of the bunch and looks at his new-found family.

‘Which way are we going?’

Danann, Thann, and Brann lead the way, quacking young girls still aloft, down the street a couple of blocks and then down a side street another couple of blocks to Mamm the Elder’s little house.

The buckboard follows them, Colum and the silvers follow the buckboard, and everyone else marches along behind them, waggling their backsides merrily to the delighted entertainment of the townsfolk.

Unseen by any except for the Younglings, a very small figure dressed in brown and green rides atop the collection of trunks and boxes. He is perhaps two feet tall (at the moment) and laughing as merrily as everyone else although only the Younglings can hear his piping laughter. A time or two he stands on the trunks and boxes and dances a jaunty little jig, with waggles and quacks of his own.

Watching him from behind, Colum grins and murmurs, ‘Home, Brownling. We’re going home.’

The dancing Brownie of course hears, turns around, adds a few agile leaps and flips to his dance, and looks to Colum as he at last stands still and clasps his hands over his head in victory.


1)    Mamm the Elder
2)    Danann
3)    Sidhelagh
4)    Alianora
5)    Drustann
6)    Sass
7)    Thann
8)    Caileen
9)    Talorc
10) Aine
11) Kalann
12) Merri
13) Corrbed
14) Diann
15) Dothann
16) Rua
17) Brann
18) Andras
19) Colum
20) Saorsa
21) Mamm the Younger
22) Marra
23) Brownling
24) The Silvers


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One Thousand Words From A Life I Once Lived




He was positive that he had his next wife in the palm of his hand and threw it in my face how much better she was than I was, in every possible way …

He wasn’t INFJ.

I was.

So, although he virulently (and violently) hated me, and she despised me, I told him the truth.

Come to think of it, maybe it was because I was so hated and despised that I told him the truth.

‘She doesn’t want to marry you. She just wants a playmate for a while. You’re married and she knows it. You’re cheating on your wife with her and she knows that too. She won’t marry you.’

He argued, of course.

I shrugged as nonchalantly as I could.

‘There’s only one way to find out.’

The rest of my life depended on his response. If he believed the truth and didn’t divorce me so that he’d be free to marry her, to prove to her that he loved her more than he did me and our daughters and was serious about marrying her, my life might be short indeed. He’d already almost killed me more than once.

If he refused the truth, he might still kill me but I’d at least have a chance to be free for a while first. I could take the girls and run for it if he divorced me.

So … angry, sure I was lying in order to hurt him, off he went to file for divorce.

It didn’t take long. We didn’t have much of anything to speak of, I had things lined up for my return to college, and about the time the divorce came through so did the clearance for me and the girls to move into family housing on campus.

We had tried this route twice before.

Once the girls went with me for a summer school session and stayed part of that summer with me in my dorm, part of it with his family until I went and got them and kept them with me on campus.

The second time we had gotten an apartment off campus and for the first time I took out student loans as there was no way he was going to help in any way. That was the time I got myself into counseling, was reassured that indeed I was NOT the crazy woman he’d constantly drilled into my head that I was, and found encouragement in a support group for battered women.

Yeh.

That backfired in a big way when one of our group was murdered, along with her children, by her abuser. We knew where he was, as opposed to never being altogether sure where any of the rest of our men were at any given time. He was in jail; she was the only one of all of us who walked free and confident.

That was before we got some laws changed.

They never notified her when they turned him loose.

Convinced that I would be safer knowing where mine was than never being sure he wouldn’t sneak up on me and the girls and do the same, I went back to him. Again. At least I would know where he was.

So back I went.

Things had changed.

He told me when he found out I was right about his girlfriend. Right all the way down the line. Right all along.

He wanted us to use our divorce as a starting over point and I encouraged him to believe that it could be exactly that for us.

I did not tell him that this starting over point would be where our paths diverged and we would be starting over in different directions.

This time I had help.

This time I had a long term plan.

This time I had some community support.

This time when I left to go back to school, I wasn’t coming back.

Ever.

Not that I told him that.

Better safe than sorry.

Let him be on his best behavior while he tried to woo me back.

When he decided to leave the career that had gotten him nowhere, and the town that had not given him his proper due (especially when the truth finally came out) the girls and I had already found Steve and moved halfway across the country.

When he was on his way to pick up the girls for a visit I notified my local sheriff and was told to shoot him if he came to my door. Appalled, I said I couldn’t do that. ‘Well then, throw rocks at him before he gets to the door.’

He was afraid of the mountains, something deep and visceral in him was truly terrified of the mountains. At ten thousand feet up I was as safe from him as I could get.

For his part, he chose my go-to place, the college town I’d returned to in every emergency of my life, to resettle himself with the trophy bride who remained married to him just long enough for him to pay for her advanced education and to be able to take him for all he was worth when she left with someone her own age.

There is, of course, much more to this story than I’m putting down here. Perhaps one day I will tell the rest of the story but for the moment this will have to suffice.

My points here are several.

First, if an INFJ tells you a truth about someone, believe them even if you are convinced otherwise.

Second, when you need to do something you have to use all of the resources at your disposal, including your instincts. And subterfuge if need be.

Third, if laws need changing you have to do your bit to get them changed.

Fourth, believe this: ‘Vengeance is Mine saith the Lord.’ Call it karma if you want. Call it the Universe restoring Balance. Regardless of what label you choose, do your bit and then just step back.