2016 12 26
random thoughts
Got home from work this morning at about 0830 or so and
slept for almost eight hours straight, a change for me from the fragments I’ve
been able to manage lately (as in for the past eight months or more) so I’m
amazed to find myself both awake and halfway alert. It’s also a bit of a
surprise to find myself inexplicably ‘tuning in’ to things that generally are
reserved for the times I’m going into that ‘universal’ mode thing, whatever you
want to call it.
Par for my course, my first thoughts are of my family and
friends up north – they’ve got serious Winter coming down on them and I’m
grateful that they’re all both smart and experienced enough to keep themselves
safe.
Next on my mind comes the situation of my nation and the
world in which we live in.
Then the Characters, having allowed me to think about all
that other stuff for a while, come to the fore.
After that comes, briefly, a bit about mine own situation.
Stories for younglings
are likely to be on our agenda, along with a bunch of short stories about
whatever anyone happens to come up with.
You see, my daughter
has an email account for my littlest grandling, and I get to send stories and
such to her. Of course she can’t read yet as she’s only nine months old, but
one day she might want to read them – and there they will be just sitting there
waiting for her.
Onward.
Per the Winter that’s settled in up north – we did pray for
something other than one of those ‘winters that don’t show up’ years this year,
to get the outsiders to go home – and so Winter obliged. Now the prayers are
for an early, cool, long, slow Spring – to minimize flooding and get all that
water soaking into Earth where it can do some good.
Onward.
As for the world in which we live in – my thoughts are both
hopeful and a bit worried. The thing is that I can never be quite all the way
sure that my ‘thoughts’ are entirely mine own or if I’m picking up on something
that’s kind of ‘free-floating’ in the air around me.
No, I’m not delusional; I’ve gotten stuck with an INFJ/P
personality type, which I certainly didn’t ask for and would have most assuredly
chosen a different, more ordinary one, if I HAD been given the choice.
I also have this cast of fictional Characters for whom
everything, and I do mean EVERYTHING, is grist for the mill of fiction. Hence my
view of the world in which I live in is always perhaps more geared toward
seeing it in a context that’s quite a bit bigger than my own little bit of
personal energy …
I suppose, for all practical purposes, it doesn’t really
matter much does it?
Whether mine own or whatever else might be contributing,
there are ‘thoughts’ that refuse to be polite enough to not come where they’re
not invited.
That Hope is by far the first to come to mind, and the
strongest, is a real big encouragement, I have to say.
There are those who are
in despair, which is understandable, and some of those I honestly do know and
love … and hope to high heaven that they will soon pick up on the Hope part of
the equation. Whether it’s mine own or our world in general, a person would
have to look askance at me when I say it’s at the top of the list and
dominates, but it’s definitely right there, and it is definitely dominating.
Maybe it has something to do with Hope springing eternal and
all that, but for the past months, probably for the past year or more actually,
it’s been powerful and growing. In the midst of it have been (thankfully brief)
times of sheer and utter horror, but overall has been that sense of a swelling Light.
It’s impossible to explain but it is very much *there*.
And that, my friend, is Hope come calling in no uncertain
terms. It’s associated with Healing, which is a tremendous relief; and Faith;
and Peace, another huge relief although perhaps a bit puzzling given the
circumstances; and its primary source seems to be something to do with the
Balancing of the Spiral.
Yeah, I know that sounds kind of mystic maybe, esoteric no
doubt, and probably about as unrealistic as a person can imagine.
But there you have it.
It is what it is.
Despite those who seem bound and determined to make of Earth
a battleground, still the vast majority of what I’m *getting* is NOT all about
fighting, or conflict, or any of the uglies that are besetting us and will
continue to beset us. By far there seems to me a sense of growing determination
that we (humanity) are going to find our balance and that the uglies are not
going to be able to unseat it. Not permanently.
Because there are lots and lots of folks (with very loud
Voices) who want it to be otherwise, mine own little Voice is going to get no
attention and I’m all right with that. Because, you see, this little Voice is
but a very small indicator of something that’s one heck of a lot bigger and
stronger. So I’m not going to fret myself about coming across as a lunatic.
Yes there are worries – there have to be else we’d not be
able to deal with what we’re going to have to deal with. The worries poke at us
and keep us from falling back to sleep.
Will the United States, Russia, Israel, China, Argentina
(where did that one come from – what the heck), Australia, Scandinavia, Canada,
UK, India (???), and France (???) … do what? … I don’t know … do what has to be
done on behalf of everyone who wants Peace?
And what will be the price of that Peace?
Again, I do not know.
What I do know is that what I have felt rising is not
diminishing in either nature or intensity – and that’s good news.
Maybe it’s the Buddhists and the old Indian understandings
of Peace and Unity that have been (at last) reconnecting themselves to the
positive flows and exerting some of their old influence?
Maybe it’s partly a reawakening of our own North American
Elder Folk’s spirit, the one that goes back to before fighting became the
‘norm’, which is a long way back indeed considering the tribes have been at war
with one another for millennia.
Maybe it’s got something to do with the political situation
finally prodding folk all over the world into actually paying attention to what
they perhaps had come to take for granted. Asserting their own Faith in
opposition to something being used for the harming of others … and I’m talking
about the kind of Faith that rides deep inside, not associated with any one
creed or dogma or definition.
Me being me, and our Characters being themselves, putting it
in terms of the Justice, Mercy, and Peace of the Mother coming into play tends
to make the most sense to me.
In other terms, there’s an inherent Balance that’s the
fundamental Law of the entirety of our world, the one that stretches from
infinity to infinity – the one whose fractals are part and parcel of every
aspect of the whole thing, the triangles of which are immutably woven into spirals
at every level, all of them moving and moving and moving from infinity to
infinity in constant unremitting motion. That would be Energy, at times taking
on form as Matter.
And that’s a scientific train of thought that nobody wants
to follow any more than anybody wants to follow the esoteric one that is
actually the exact same train of thought.
What, people want to know, can we expect in the coming Time?
Warfare, for starters.
Not what anyone wants to hear, is it?
What happened to that whole big Peace thing? What about all
that Hope that’s supposedly infusing the atmosphere of our world?
Well, those things are what are behind the warfare, as
always.
To get to one, you generally have to get through the other –
Peace will not come on its own without conflict because there is some powerful
opposition to Peace.
Otherwise, Balance would never become.
Can’t have one without the other, and that’s just the fact
of the matter.
People can try to deny it, they can try to avoid it, they
can try to say it doesn’t have to be that way – until the cows come home they
can try to convince themselves and everyone else that there’s a different way
(and I for one would dearly love to believe them) – but Pi in the Sky wishes
have zero chance against PHI in the Sky reality.
Warfare is what’s coming?
Warfare is ALWAYS coming, in one form or another.
But I write fiction; I’m not a prophetess, so don’t take my
word for it. I just have a hunch that what’s ahead for us isn’t going to be all
that different from what’s behind us, that’s all.
We can (and we do) try to make our reality fit into the
frame of what we want it to be – and that’s fine because that ability and that
instinct is a gift to us and we’re obliged to use it whether we would will it
or not – and so we can, for millennia on end, use that gift to help us get
through what we have to get through, to do what we have to do when we have to
do it, and to ultimately survive for as long as our species is going to remain
viable in our world. It is not a vain pursuit but one of a more vital
importance than even the most dedicated of us realize.
It is a source, for good or for ill, of the Balance which
will be kept no matter what.
So yeah, to say that it’s important is something of a
massive understatement. Our universe is going to continue to unfold as it
should, something folks have been aware of for a lot longer than we might
imagine or that many of us want to believe.
And that’s okay.
Infinity is eternal, remember.
We aren’t going to be able to wrap our heads around that
concept and we don’t have to.
That doesn’t mean it isn’t the reality in which we live in.
Anyway, warfare is pretty much going to be a given – until
we’ve almost destroyed this very world in which we live in, or at least our
little bit of it (which is of vital importance to us because it’s the ONLY bit
of it that we DO live in).
Eventually, hopefully, we’ll figure out how to exist without
overt warfare.
Don’t go holding your breath on that, because it’s liable to
be a long time coming and carry a price tag that we, of our time, are not going
to be willing to pay.
But the time will likely come that the conflicting
ideologies will indeed come to agree to disagree and warfare will just stop.
How?
Well, the only thing that comes into my fiction-oriented
mind is what the most idealistic of us (including me) will not even consider.
That is that the fighting will stop when Earth is divided fairly equally among
the ideologies that wish to dominate the whole.
Sooner or later everyone is going to reach the conclusion
that there’s no way any single choice of belief systems is going to ever be
able to dominate the whole. Humankind is flat out not designed to accept any
such thing.
And so the division will come, likely after a couple of
things happen.
One is a no-brainer – warfare that will come to within a
hair’s breadth of utterly demolishing a very hefty hunk of Earth herself.
The other is a more natural thing, and when the two come
together, at the same time, there won’t be so very many of us left to come to
the conclusion I just mentioned (that ‘peaceful cohabitation’ of conflicting
factions is not going to happen).
And the survivors will agree to separate and to keep
themselves to themselves – to develop their own ways independently of the
others.
Fictionally speaking, this concept is where the world of DANANN
comes from – that’s one of the books of SONG – where the Quadrants are each
self-supporting and closed to the others.
We haven’t gotten into what it is exactly that each of the
Quadrants is like that makes them so different from one another but I suspect
it has to do with both politics and religion since those seem to be kind of the
things that divide folks. Not skin color or intelligence quotients or anything
else, at least not that I can think of.
People tend to fight about both territorialism and
expansionism, for both political and religious reasons.
So in the end (temporarily at least, relatively speaking) it
will come down to eliminating both of those concepts by giving each a ‘safe
place’ in which to do whatever it is that they want to do, so long as it
doesn’t interfere with or harm any of the others.
So what are the divisions going to be?
Elephino.
As I said, I write fiction; I’m not a prophetess.
My best guess would be that Northwest would be for the
people who, at the time of the division, are in favor of theocracy.
Northeast might be set aside for those who are ready,
willing, and able to blend many diverse cultures into one.
Southwest could provide for those who wish to live simply
with Earth and with one another.
Southeast could well be where the ‘spiritual-minded’ can
live unfettered as they choose, to follow whatever paths they want without
being judged by anyone, so long as they do no harm.
And so the divisions are defined, borders are laid out,
resources of each quadrant are assessed to be sure everyone has plenty of what
they need to be self-sufficient, and the quadrants are fine with leaving
everyone else alone and being left alone in return.
And so there is Peace.
There’s no trade, but no trade is necessary.
There’s no interaction or communication, but no interaction
or communication are wanted.
There’s no travel between the quadrants and little within
them (except for those too independent-minded to have been able to choose any
of the four options and so they are assigned all of the islands of Earth for
their own), but ‘no travel between quadrants’ is part of the solution that
eliminates territorialism and expansionism.
Politics and religion take a little longer to deal with but
they eventually end up irrelevant because there’s no real purpose in ‘preaching
to the choir’.
So things change and it doesn’t really take all that many
generations before the quadrants are the norm that nobody bothers to question
or even wonder about.
Part of the ‘ease’ by which this whole thing is accomplished
stems from the fact that, at the time, technology has begun to reign supreme.
There are no books, for one thing. What few are left by the
time the near-destruction of Earth is complete are gotten rid of while
everyone’s focusing on survival. Books were a big part of what caused all the
trouble in the first place, or so it is perceived, so nobody wants them anyway;
they’re reminders of what the survivors of humankind want to leave behind.
Technological communication is all there is, and it is
naturally edited to eliminate references to anything to with the things the
people of Earth so desperately want to leave behind that they agree to ‘the
quadrant option’ in the first place. When the time comes that knowledge of the
Histories of Earth is completely deleted from the technological system by which
Earth has come to be governed, nobody even notices.
Meanwhile, technology has come up with solutions to most, if
not all, of the physical and psychological ailments of humankind. They’ve all
become things of the past, too – and nobody wants them back any more than they
want the books back, or to be reminded of ‘the bad old days’ in any way, shape,
or form. In less time than a person would expect, nobody even realizes that
there ever even had been ‘before times’.
Do I think any such thing is really going to happen?
How would I know?
But I’m not going to bet against it.
Take away the reasons for conflict and give everyone what
they want while replacing their need for self-governance with a set of
computer-generated ‘laws’ that apply to everyone … and spend several
generations ruthlessly enforcing said ‘laws’ by way of technology and
electronics (so that actual people are not involved in the enforcement), with
the assent of the survivors of humankind … and you’re gonna end up with Peace.
Everybody’s living in their own utopia; nothing left to
fight about.
With nobody to try to convince, it won’t be long before the
religions of the world won’t even have to be outlawed; they’ll die natural
deaths as their followers won’t have anyone to argue with about anything and
the folk will turn their minds gradually toward survival and development of the
resources at their disposal within their relative quadrants.
Politics likewise. With no opposition, there’s no point.
So.
In the wake of the *theoretically inevitable catastrophe* of
humankind-created all-out war (and other man-made factors) in a deadly fatal
combination with to-be-expected natural events (let’s go with an impact,
earthquakes, volcanic activity, climate change, tectonic plates shifting, etc.)
just exactly WHO is going to come up with this ‘reasonable alternative’?
My guess would be the atheists, scientists, futurists,
techs, and the Dalai Lama.
They’re probably the only ones that anybody is going to be
ready, willing, and able to listen to.
Why?
Because they’ll be basically the only ‘neutral’ folks on
Earth at the time, with no bones to really pick with anybody. They’re
apolitical and non-religious. All they care about is having the resources they
want to develop the knowledge they want, with the Dalai Lama thrown in to
represent a spiritual aspect (which by that time the rest of them will have
long since acknowledged as an inherent part of the whole PHI thing). They’re
also the best prepared to ride out a catastrophe.
Plus, by then they’ll have developed the technology to be
able to provide the neutral enforcement of the only real ‘law’ everyone has to
go by: Harm None.
And they’ll succeed. For a time, they’ll have their Peace.
Yep.
And then the whole thing is going to start all over again,
because it has to. That’s the deal. Balance is what makes the world go ‘round.
You know the Norse legends? Ragnarok and all that? The basic
story line is, I think, probably dead on. People being people, there have to be
‘characters’ that folks can relate to and be interested enough in to keep the
Story alive, but the point is always the bottom line cyclic nature of the
whole.
I have a feeling that none of the story lines of our ancient
myths and legends are linear as opposed to cyclic in nature.
Just as we will never be able to wrap our heads around the
concept of there being no literal ‘In the Beginning’ we also cannot wrap our
heads around the concept of there being no literal ‘The End’.
And really, we don’t have to wrap our heads around any such
thing. I doubt much, if any, of all this stuff is going to be happening any
time soon, probably not in the lifetimes of anyone who is now alive at least.
Each and all of our individual lives do have a Beginning and an End. Each and all of us are made up of
energy, waves and particles, and it’s up to each and all of us to Choose to
contribute the energy that belongs to us, however temporarily, to whichever
‘side’ of the Balance of all the energies of our world we want to support.
Keep in mind that both ‘good’ and ‘bad’ have to be equally
represented, if that makes any sense. Keep in mind that apparently ‘good’ and
‘bad’ are relative terms. I think that the whole concept of PHI is based on
opposition being a requirement for Balance. ‘Good’ and ‘bad’ don’t actually
come into play at all – only ‘opposite’.
Back to politics for a moment here, can anybody be truly
surprised at the response in the United States by a long-quiet (and apparently
presumed dormant) population? As long as there was a relative Balance going on,
said population had no reason to assert itself. When there came a threat to
that relative Balance, with overt ‘we’re going to dominate and you can’t stop
us’ behaviors … well … guess what.
For me, the fascinating part of this whole scenario is that
we all seem to be functioning instinctively. Ask us to explain and we’re liable
to come up with all kinds of ‘reasons’ for why people are as they are. They
make sense only up to a point, because most of the factors have been a part of
the equation for a real long time. So why NOW have those factors all of a
sudden become issues?
I think it’s not so very different from any of the cycles of
power our world has been through.
It’s kind of like physics, right?
Actions produce equal and opposite reactions and the chain
of events spirals ‘round and ‘round ad infinitum.
Instinct kicks in on some level that we as individuals aren’t
even aware of.
Aggression triggers retaliation, no matter on what scale.
If I could believe
for one instant that what’s coming could be prevented or avoided, I’d be first
in line to try to figure out how to do it.
But I think the best we can hope for is that, when all is
said and done, the survivors will recognize the requirement for Balance, and
put their energies into keeping that Balance not by the cycle of aggression and
retaliation but by focusing on maintaining Balance by refusing to try to tip
it.
No, I don’t see that happening, which is a sadness to me
because it would be really nice to be able to believe such a thing might be
possible.
Bottom line?
Because apparently there are plenty of people who are bound
and determined to be aggressive, there are going to be just as many who are
bound and determined to take the opposite position. Neither side is going to ‘win’.
On the other hand, neither side is going to ‘lose’ either.
The cycle might, for a time, seem to favor one or the other
but no matter how much jockeying for position goes on the result is going to be
Balance. Even if these particular ‘sides’ annihilate one another, more will pop
onto the screen and keep the cycle spinning. Even if, somewhere along the line,
a time comes that Balance is kept by maintaining a fragile Peace, it ain’t
gonna last. Somebody will choose aggression; retaliation will be the answer,
and …
Man.
What a kind of depressing sort of thing to be thinking
about, huh?
*laughing*
Depressing only because I haven’t included the multitudes of
wonders and joys and beautiful times that, honestly, really do make up the bulk
of what I’m *getting* from every direction.
Because, think about it, what is GOING to be the response to
this deep darkness that seems to be threatening the world in which we live in?
THAT is what seems to be in its ascendency right now – that response
to darkness, which is Light.
Threatened by aggressive Hatred, what is the retaliatory response
going to be?
Yeah.
That wheel, it does indeed go ‘round and ‘round, doesn’t it?
For my part, the getting to Choose thing is a no-brainer.
Choosing to go with the Light when threatened by the Dark?
No-brainer, like I said.
It’s recognizing what’s coming at us, and focusing with
everything we’ve got in us on the antithesis of that darkness that seems to be
at work here, and it’s that focus that makes our lives truly a journey of love
and peace and joy and all of the things of the Light.
The best part of the whole of it is that Light-filled
journey so very many of us are sharing, whether many of us are aware of it or
not.
One thing that the Dark will never understand, never ever
ever, is that the harder it pushes, the stronger becomes the Light. You’d think
that too would be a no-brainer, but (being as I happen to like the Light I can
say this without compunction) nobody has ever accused the Dark of having the
wit to figure it out.
Maybe that too is part of why the Dark seems to always want
to be the aggressor, who knows? Maybe that part of the whole has just enough
wit to have figured out that the Light has something the Dark is missing, and
so is constantly trying to take what would be so freely shared. I reckon maybe
there’s half a wit involved in that.
Did I just call half of the energies of the world
half-witted?
Yes, I do believe I did.
Since everything has to balance, I suppose that means the
energies of Light are blessed with having a wit and a half.
Whew.
That’s a relief.
Justice comes in all sorts of ways that may or may not make
any sense to us; so does Mercy. Peace is something we all might be able to
understand, but we have to go through the first two before we get there.
Justice is the Balancing. Mercy is Survival. Then (maybe)
comes Peace, with or without a price tag but probably with one.
And that’s kind of a view of the world in which we live in
from the unique perspective/s of our Characters.
Onward.
Mine own situation is that there are challenges but I’m
managing to make it through them one by one. The losses of this past year have
broken me in some ways but yammering about those losses isn't going to do the least bit
of good. Better to focus on what is left to me.
