Friday, August 5, 2016

Regarding COME HELL AND HIGH WATER



This is the postscript from the three books that will be COME HELL AND HIGH WATER.

The Extinction Level Event (ELE) that took the mammoth, most of the large mammals, and many other species really did happen. Our fictional Aduan did not, of course, cause it. Neither did anyone else; it was a fluke of nature, ‘one of those things’.

The presentation of the event is definitely fiction, but the sequence set in motion by such an impact is not. I have in no way exaggerated what is likely to have happened back on that day. I have, if anything, minimized it.

The temperatures generated; the velocity at which those big rocks, heightened even more by Earth’s gravitational pull, hit the crust of this planet; the amount of raw energy unleashed by the backlash, and what was forced into the ground; the magnitude of the earthquakes triggered; the effects of fiery impact infernos fueled by forest and plain, hot enough to create their own winds to drive them onward and outward with nothing to slow them; the volume of volcanic ash in the air and metres deep on the ground, on top of the ashes left by surface fires, and toxic gases released to create a havoc of their own; the ravaging of coastlines and far inland done by tsunamis ten times larger than we have ever seen; the steam rising above ice caps (glaciers) as the temperatures and velocities of those hyper-heated rocks hit them; the ice-melt breaching barriers, creating outlets for glacial Lake Agassiz (for example) resulting in an overland tsunami; an atmosphere so thick with steam, ash, noxious gases, and smoke that sunlight could not make its way through; particles of sulfur in the upper atmosphere turning back said sunlight; ultra-hot winds carrying raging electrical dust (and ash) storms for months, perhaps years, perhaps decades on end; intense heat and bitter cold, meeting in thunderstorms that send water vapor down in torrents that cause their own floods … it’s too much, and too big, for me to be able to wrap my head around.

Not a gradual progression over centuries, or decades, or years, or even weeks – but an abrupt onslaught with no time for rhyme nor reason, let alone recovery from one before the next hit. 

And that was just the beginning.

Atmosphere blocking sunlight means no photosynthesis, no growing plants putting oxygen into the air, nothing for herbivores to eat. Dying prey feeds predators only until the prey is gone. Drought brings famine; famine brings disease; disease brings death; death brings more disease and death and despair. Despair brings desperation brings war brings more death brings more disease … and the vicious cycle goes ‘round and ‘round for a real long time.

Waters sealed by ash; waters whose saline balance is disrupted by an influx of fresh water ice-melt; waters whose surface becomes way too hot; waters clogged with dead and decaying plants and animals … how could they support their own life forms, let alone contribute to the rest of the world?

The same thing happened to the dinosaurs millions and millions of years ago. Nobody caused that one, either. It just happened. Earth did not die; a whole new set of life forms (with but a very few exceptions, the rare survivors whose descendants live today among us) rose to take their place. Compared to that one, what happened 12,800 years ago (give or take a couple of thousand years) might be considered but a bump in the road.

But if ‘Something Happened’ today that was even a fraction as bad as that bump in the road … uffda … that’s the only word that comes to mind.

When it comes to the technologically advanced city of Phi in the middle of North America, that’s pure-dee fiction. Not that something like that culture might not have existed, mind you. I have no idea. Neither do you, for that matter. Nobody knows and none of us are likely to ever know. Whatever was on North America at that time is now a part of a black mat of carbon well below our feet. Anything that might have survived was in for more of the same, although on smaller scales, as time went on.

With our own technological advances soaring right along, in terms of finding the biggest and the smallest we can manage, in just the past few decades – it’s not beyond the shadow of a doubt that someone before us might have gotten to and beyond where we are now. We are not as invincible as we like to believe.

The world of my grandparents will seem as ancient to my grandchildren as we think of when we talk about the Iron Age, or the Bronze Age, or the Stone Age. Our young ones will never know life without electronics, as we will never know life the way our grandparents knew it. The ‘learning curve’, only a few generations instead of thousands of years, is accelerating rapidly, faster than most of us are even aware of. We have among us a lot of very smart people. Relatively speaking, it won’t be long before ‘Hiving the Stars’ might become a part of the lives of our young folk.

Who knows?

Not me.

But if that time should ever come, I hope they will carry with them the Circles of Dunnottar and the SONG of PHI.


Someone up there out there might recognize them.


Wednesday, August 3, 2016

What If ... Politics ... We The People



As a general rule I've not been overly involved in political matters for the duration of my adult life to date. I think what I think; I cast my vote for whoever I want. And what happens, happens. Life goes on and we do the best we can with what we have to work with at any given time.

So I'm not going to say much of anything about anybody in particular here. This is more about something that crosses party lines, apparently all the way down the line and back up it.

Here's what I've noticed growing in both extent and intensity over the past months:

Disillusionment and division.

I'm not sure exactly why I'm paying more active attention to this year's election than I have in the past. Maybe it's simply because I can. I'm not buried in a monstrous work schedule right now, my children are all raised, and the book that I'm supposed to be writing is at a point where it can wait for a bit while I tend to other things. So it's entirely possible that what I'm seeing and hearing isn't really anything new or unusual - it's just that I'm able to pay attention and notice finally. 

On the other hand ... there's a feeling in the air this time around that, had it been in the air at other times, I would not have been able to not notice, all things considered.

We have two major political parties in this country - Democrat and Republican. Yes there are others but these two dominate.

Whether it's just my perception or actual reality I have no idea so I'm going to go with my perception.

Both major parties seem to have an abundance of people who are looking at this year's candidates and shaking their heads. Staunch Republicans shake their heads at Trump and say, 'No way.' Equally staunch Democrats back away from Hillary, shaking their heads, 'No.' At least that's my impression from people I've talked to and seen/heard. 

Part of it is the 'media issue' that seems to be becoming pervasive as well. No matter which side of the aisle they're on, people don't seem to really deep down trust the media. It's getting to the point where more than a few people I know either refuse to watch/listen or flat out say that they're using the media to help them make their choice - by believing the exact opposite of what the media is saying. 

Some take to going to sources outside the mainstream that make no bones about their stand on things - they aren't going to even try to say they aren't biased. 

Some, like me, will go the other way and get as many different viewpoints as they possibly can about something they're interested in - keeping in mind what becomes pretty obvious as a person roams around the web, which is that there don't seem to BE any sources of news that are unbiased. It's a lot more time-consuming because it's not just the United States sources that a person takes into consideration.

When all is said and done, and you've gotten as many different points of view as you can, maybe you'll have a halfway reasonable chance of being able to figure out who you might want to vote for come November. Not many, truth be told, take the time or make the effort to do their homework. I sure as heck don't have time nor inclination to do it very often, even though I have more of both right now than I've had in the past.

What with one thing and another, and all the yammering and yapping going on every which way from Tuesday, it's no wonder people are shaking their heads.

What with Democrats saying NO to the official choice of their party, and Republicans doing the same thing, that disillusionment and division I mentioned is pretty obvious.

More than a few people, who probably never in their lives even considered the possibility, on both sides of the fence, are looking around for someone who isn't affiliated with either political party - because it seems nobody trusts either one of them.

So where is the person who can and will take a good hard look at what We The People want and need as a whole nation, instead of the one-way-or-the-other thing we've got going on here?

Where is the person who can take the magnificent commitment to compassion that so many Democrats have and make it fit with the awesome responsibility that so many Republicans feel to protect and preserve what we've got?

Who can not only 'reconcile' the two extremes but show us that there ought to not have to be any reconciliation at all because they are but one coin?

That person or persons really ought to step up to the plate PDQ here - we're looking at four years of one-way-or-the-other and nobody at all seems to 'get it' that the coin is not just 'heads' or 'tails'. The markings that are on the surface of any coin are only just that: surface markings. The bulk of the coin, and its value, lies between the two; otherwise the coin would be slim indeed and pretty darned flimsy.

So.

We've got Democrats and we've got Republicans. 

Whoop whoop.

In between are We The People.

You know, the folk who actually make up the bulk of the coin and give it value. 

As the surface markings of our 'coin' seem to be growing thinner and thinner, the core of the coin itself grows.

Whether that makes any sense or not doesn't matter.

The point here is that people from both sides are getting pretty darned fed up with 'their' political parties. At least that's my take on it. We aren't sure either one truly represents the people they're supposed to be representing. 

I want somebody to tell me why we can't, for example, be more picky about who comes to live in our country while at the same time provide aid for those who really need it.

I want somebody to tell me why we can't, for example, develop alternative energy sources with part of the revenue generated by using the ones we've already got.

I want somebody to tell me why we can't, for example, bring our own trade contributions up to par within our own borders by bringing our manufacturing home, and as a result be in a better position to trade with the rest of the world (if we still want to because we surely wouldn't have to).

I want somebody to tell my why we can't, for example, maintain our Bill of Rights in its entirety by thoroughly educating everyone on each and all of them in both a historical context and in a current one.

I want somebody to tell me why we can't, for example, provide quality higher education to our young (and our old, for that matter) without it costing them anything, let alone an arm and a leg, and have them 'work their way through college' with on-the-job training in their chosen fields.

I want somebody to tell me why we can't, for example, provide for our 'less fortunate' with generosity and compassion, and include in that provision something for them to do to help both themselves and their communities.

I want somebody to tell me why we can't, for example, leave out the prefixes and suffixes ... stop hyphen-hating America and start recognizing that in our diversity lies our greatest strength.

Wanting ain't getting. I know that.

Democrats say 'Well if the Republicans would just ...' and Republicans say 'You know it's the Democrats who ...'

I call bullshit.

It's We The People, each and all of us more than 300 million people who call this nation home, whose responsibility it is to either speak up or shut up, whichever shoe fits. If you're bellyaching about crap, shut up and do something constructive. If you're standing by silent in the face of things you don't like, for heaven's sake speak up and use the Voice that it's your birthright to use. 

Do you have any idea what kind of a racket 300 million Voices can make? Or what 300 million people doing constructive stuff instead of just yiping about crap can accomplish? 

So where is the person who can and will put the bellyaching loudmouths to doing something constructive? Where is the person who can and will get the Silent Majority to open their effing mouths for once in their lives?

Where is the person who can and will see and appreciate the best that truly lies in the bulk of the coin that is We The People, who can and will bring that to the surface to replace the 'head' and 'tail' that are seriously wearing darned thin anyway?

Me, I'm kind of a fan of Patrick Henry.

" ... They tell us, sir, that we are weak; unable to cope with so formidable an adversary. 

But when shall we be stronger? Will it be the next week, or the next year? Will it be when we are totally disarmed, and when a British guard shall be stationed in every house? 

Shall we gather strength by irresolution and inaction? Shall we acquire the means of effectual resistance by lying supinely on our backs and hugging the delusive phantom of hope, until our enemies shall have bound us hand and foot? 

Sir, we are not weak if we make a proper use of those means which the God of nature hath placed in our power. The millions of people, armed in the holy cause of liberty, and in such a country as that which we possess, are invincible by any force which our enemy can send against us. Besides, sir, we shall not fight our battles alone. There is a just God who presides over the destinies of nations, and who will raise up friends to fight our battles for us. 

The battle, sir, is not to the strong alone; it is to the vigilant, the active, the brave. 

Besides, sir, we have no election. If we were base enough to desire it, it is now too late to retire from the contest. There is no retreat but in submission and slavery! Our chains are forged! Their clanking may be heard on the plains of Boston! The war is inevitable--and let it come! I repeat it, sir, let it come.

It is in vain, sir, to extenuate the matter. Gentlemen may cry, Peace, Peace-- but there is no peace. The war is actually begun! The next gale that sweeps from the north will bring to our ears the clash of resounding arms! Our brethren are already in the field! Why stand we here idle? What is it that gentlemen wish? What would they have? Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take; but as for me, give me liberty or give me death ! "


For those who don't know me, let me clarify here. I am not advocating a literal 'call to arms' but a Call to Action. 

There is absolutely nothing wrong with our Constitution or with our form of government. If we're off course it is certainly not because of them. If our political parties have strayed from them, whose fault is that but our own? So, if we are as disillusioned as it seems we are, guess what. It's been brought up time and time and time again that we need some kind of alternative to the two major political parties. We do have a whole lot to choose from already in existence but most of them are based on concepts that are either too broad or too narrow. They cannot adequately represent We The People.

What if the disillusioned Republicans and the disillusioned Democrats got together and found out that there's really very little difference in what they want for this nation?

Hmm?

What if they, and We The People in general, sat down and hammered out a set of goals that would be a win-win all the way around? I'm not talking about 'career politicians' here but We The People folk (because the career politicians have already proven they can't do it or we wouldn't be in the fix we're in).

What if one group says 'We want good all-around care for everyone' and the other group says 'We want unemployment to end'? What if? What if they agree to take good care of everyone, with the stipulation that said 'everyone' will have a productive job of some kind?

What if they take that list just up there, for starters, and hammer out a plan of action that would involve all of us We The People folk who have become so disillusioned and divided and fed up?

What if We The People our own individual selves make our own lists and see what we can come up with, compare the results, and realize that while we're likely as disillusioned as we think we are we probably aren't nearly as divided as we think.

Then what?

Elifino. 

I'm just the idea gal here, playing 'What If' ... 

I'm an Independent so am neither Democrat nor Republican (there are a bunch of us, you know, and we're just as disillusioned as everyone else) but would kind of like to have a conversation (a civilized conversation) with Democrats and Republicans who aren't career politicians, just to see what would come of it.

Sunday, July 31, 2016

Thoughts About Presidential Pardons

I just read about some of the Presidential Pardons that have happened over the course of our nation's history. Some I knew about; some I didn't. The significance of one in particular caught my attention as I was reading through the list at this site:

http://www.history.com/news/history-lists/7-famous-presidential-pardons?cmpid=Social_FBPAGE_HISTORY_20160731_529852693&linkId=27103832

Richard Nixon famously resigned from office in August 1974 amid accusations of malfeasance related to the Watergate scandal. But while there was a possibility that Nixon could have been prosecuted and even jailed, he was granted a full pardon by new President Gerald Ford only weeks after stepping down. Ford’s offer of clemency came before Nixon had officially been charged with any misdeeds, and covered all federal crimes the former president had “committed or may have committed or taken part in” during his terms in office. "

And me, I'm going, 'What the heck. That kind of sets a dangerous precedence, doesn't it? Just in case somebody finds out something that somebody did, they can just have the president pardon them before anybody gets a chance to prosecute. Even if they did get caught and convicted, so what? Presidential pardons clear the slate. No wonder presidents want to hand-pick the next one, huh? Or to be the one hand-picked. Just in case, you know ... " 

I wonder if presidents can pardon themselves for any crimes they ...  “committed or may have committed or taken part in ...”



An Angel Story

I have a number of 'Angel Stories' but for today my focus is on a point that needs to be made about one of them in particular. The whole story will come in another post; for now the abbreviated version will make the point.


A recent topic of conversation was about angels; it reminded me of the reluctant angel I met when my vehicle overheated on I-25 between Pueblo and Colorado Springs, the one who drove a red corvette convertible. 

I needed help and he helped me, confused as all get-out because, as he told me, he just didn’t do stuff like help people because all people are inherently bad, hateful, and generally mean. Nevertheless he helped me in more ways than one and was on the receiving end of a blessing of his own.

He drove into the Springs to get the part my poor little beat-up S10 Blazer needed, leaving me with my vehicle because otherwise it probably wouldn't be there when we got back, and I was to stay IN the vehicle (doors locked and windows up). 

While he was gone, people pulled off of I-25 from both directions to check on me. I’m not even kidding you a little bit here. I started writing down plate numbers on the back of an envelope but stopped when I ran out of room and lost count. More than FORTY vehicles pulled into that little area, some of the folk choosing to stick around until my ‘angel’ got back with the part, which took better than an hour.

The point I want to make here is not so much that there are indeed an abundance of ‘angels among us’ (although that’s most certainly true and I’m here to tell you so) but ... 

Those angels showed up from all socio-economic backgrounds (going by their vehicles and clothes) and from all the ethnic-cultural backgrounds that the Front Range is home to, they were of all ages and both genders – and not a one of them gave any of the others so much as a sideways look, I’ll have you know. 

Each and all of them had pulled off of that highway urged by the exact same impulse, to help someone, and they all knew it. Grins and waves from each to the other and they were back on their own paths for the day. 

Few of them would have known how MANY they were a part of on that day, but I knew and so did a couple of the early stoppers who stayed to ‘stand guard’.

So it wasn’t just me who was blessed on that day, nor just my reluctant angel (who was shocked enough to find a group of folks waiting with me when he got back, let alone when we told him how MANY more had stopped), but also all those folk who took the time out of their days and made the effort to check on the well-being of a total stranger.

Do not ask me to explain because I flat out cannot do it. 

Such a thing may never have happened before and may not have happened since and may never happen again – but on that day it did I tell you true.

In today’s world we could have and would likely have recorded the whole thing and it would have gone viral on line. As it is, the memory makes me smile and having had the experience makes me believe very strongly in just the opposite of what my reluctant angel told me about people on that day.

Score one for the good folk!

From all walks of life, from all ages, from all ethnicities, from all cultures, male and female they stepped up to the plate and offered aid, support, good wishes, protection, and many a smile and/or hug as well. 

That I am still so impacted by that one short time speaks on behalf of everyone who was there on that day. 

I couldn’t tell you the name of a single one of them except that I remember Ric was the name of the reluctant angel. 

But I will never ever in my life forget the message they brought with them, each and all independently of everyone else. 

‘I care,’ they said. ‘I am here.’

*sentimental sigh*


I totally love remembering times like that.

Friday, July 15, 2016

Special Room, Special Memories


The doors mentioned below all have the same brass hinges, knobs, plates, skeleton key locks (except the bathroom door). The interior doors are all five-panel.

Height: 83/84 inches

Depth: they're all about an inch and a half deep except for the entry doors which are closer to two inches

Width: 

four 36” – entry  doors w/beveled glass windows
300 each for the three painted ones; 400 for the varnished one

three 32”
200 each

four 30” 
150 each

two 27” – they’re the double doors
300 for both as they go together

And trim:
Trim is about 1" x 4" for all of them – both sides (of doorway) except for the exterior doors/windows; the 'toppers' are all the same design

Trim for interior doors
100 each (seven sets); 150 for double door set

Trim (interior only) for six windows, 65” x 28” 'inside frame' measure
100 each

Trim for two front windows, 65” x 48”
200 each

Trim for double kitchen windows, 53” tall X 67” wide 
200

Also:

Cold cupboard (was a kitchen window at one time) doors and trim
100

Two leaded glass windows, 48” x 19” (or so)
400 each

Clawfoot bathtub (sorry, sold)
100

Retro (1940s maybe?) kitchen sink with cabinet (IF I can get it out)
300

Small bathroom sink (wall mount)
50

Large double wash-sink from basement (IF I can get it out)
200

Assorted window screens
25 each

Two hanging light fixtures for living room/dining room (four bulbs each)
150 each

Two single hanging light fixtures 
50 each

One double hand-painted hanging light fixture
150

Light fixture, gas to electric converted (so I've been told)
200

* There are also a couple of brass push-button light switches, the brass doorbell set (button by door and 'ringer' in kitchen), a few kitchen/bathroom 'accessories', some oil lamps of different ages, several very sturdy counter tops that came out of an old chemistry lab (2'x5'), a wardrobe trunk and camel-back trunk in not so good shape, a screen door, a pair of weights and pulleys from a window that was into a door, and a few vintage theater reels in varying values and conditions from poor to excellent together with two non-functional vintage theater projectors (very heavy) and some accessories.








More photos available on request to vignettes.house@gmail.com

Thanks for taking a peek - please feel free to share if you know someone who might be interested in creating a special room in their home for memories made with love and laughter!

Monday, July 11, 2016

The Bigger the Picture the More We Need a Macro Lens

If you're not a photographer, which more of us are not than are, a macro is used to zoom in and focus on the little things.

A friend of mine posted something about our votes not counting for anything and it made me stop and think.

The thing about voting is that when we look at the big picture it's WAY too easy to see the point about individual votes really not making the least bit of difference.

Once we start focusing on the smaller pieces of the puzzle, however, the dynamics kind of change.

It bothers me when people refer to the United States of America as a 'democracy'. The USA is not a democracy; it is a Constitutional Republic. There's a difference, believe me. Democracy is not designed to be successful on a large scale. A Constitutional Republic is.

But ... our government is a tiered kind of thing. As an individual I am responsible for governing myself. As a member of a family I (hopefully) have a vote in decisions that affect us as a family. As a member of a group of people, whether it's a club or organization or a bunch of friends or a school class, I have a vote in the choices we make within our group. As a member of a neighborhood or community, I have the right to speak and be heard and the responsibility to listen to others with respect. That extrapolates right up through the 'tiers' to our Counties, our States, and our Nation.

I'm not much of a photographer but I know some who are excellent at what they do.

I love the soaring majesty of the 'big picture' with all the enormity of our world's beauty stunning me speechless. It's an endlessly awesome world we live in, I tell you true.

It often feels 'too big to be quite all the way real' - at least to me. Of course I know it IS real ... but my own little life seems pretty small and insignificant by comparison.

So it's the close-up shots, those that you need a good macro (or incredible skill) to get into focus, that capture my soul just as effectively as those so-very-impressive 'big picture' shots.

When the big picture of the world in which we live in seems just too big to wrap my head around, it's the little things that are going to warm my heart and heal my spirit. I can kind of get that same sensation from the bigger pictures; but when it comes right down to it, there are times I really need to actually come right down to it.

In other words, if I'm feeling as though I have no control or say-so about the bigger issues, I may very well be right. Being discouraged at that level OUGHT to be making me take a bit of a tour down through the levels of those tiers until I get to one where there's less discouragement and a little more hope of feeling like maybe my Voice might actually be able to cast a meaningful 'vote'.

*laughing*

I don't know about you, but for me that point is usually the one where I get to make an individual decision about whatever has to be decided about within the context of my own individual life. That's the one tier of the whole ball of wax that each and all of us really can and do have the final say. All of the other tiers can and do and will mosey or flit or zoom right along with or without my input, or yours, or anyone in particular's.

How many tiers we choose to try to have an impact on is up to us as the individuals we are - but we all have to begin with that bottom line tier, the one that belongs to each and all of us alone.

Who becomes the next President of the United States is important.

But it's not nearly as important to my individual life on a daily basis as the choices I myself make every day.

It doesn't impact my personal life anywhere near as much as my family, or my neighborhood, or my community, or my County, or my State - all of which I do have a say-so about, one that matters.

When we're ranking the 'importance' of the tiers, I think we're too often doing it in reverse order.

To me, it's more important right this minute to make myself go to bed so that I'll have what I need to do what I need to do tomorrow.

In general it would make more sense (to me; maybe not to you, but this is my blog post) to change our perspectives a little (or a lot) now and then.

So, for this woman, on this day, I will make my own choices about things that are important to me.

I will follow my own rules, the ones I raised my young daughters by.


Speaking of big pictures ... there's a raven flying in that photo ... 
... it's a perspective thing ...
... think on that for a minute ... 

A skilled photographer like Henrik Nilsson, brings a different perspective:


In that upper photo the raven is nearly invisible. If you don't know where to start looking, you will likely have a real hard time finding it. By comparison, Nilsson's photo is up close and personal. You don't have to wonder if there's even really a bird in the photo, whether it's covered up by the printed words, or where the heck to look for it. That bird is right there, clear as clear can be. 

The 'big picture' (in general, not this specific photo) is a true work of art, like the world we live in, and all of its space is easy to get 'lost' in. Enjoy the heck out of it because it is truly a beautiful picture, our big ole world. 

But at least once in a while, please focus the macro lens of your attention on the little things.

Because, you know, the bigger picture is totally made up of all the little ones and would not exist without them.

So yeah, your vote counts. Use it wisely in things large and small.

Me, I vote I get some rest before the sun comes up so I can do what I have to do when I have to do it. I also vote that we all 'Remember the Rules'. Safety, Respect, and Kindness really do matter.